Tuesday, June 07, 2011

Oh. My. God

I'm so happy right now! Look!



This was in reply to:

@ABQuintanilla3 Never ever say that. Have you tried talking to them? Maybe it was a misunderstanding?less than a minute ago via web Favorite Retweet Reply



Selena's brother tweeted me?!! PINCH ME!! I must be dreaming........♥

Thursday, April 14, 2011

Testing

*Rubs hands together* Bye bye Cimex! >:)less than a minute ago via web Favorite Retweet Reply

Saturday, November 06, 2010

Funny

Something someone said on YT:

LSD was created by the us government for use in cover ups . for example say you knew something that could cause a problem if it got into publics hands ... their method is to sneak in give you a dose of LSD(the document said alcohol could be used as well) then chunk yo ass out the window of your 7 story apartment ... and say you was tripin balls and apparently thought you could fly....

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

Old SelenaChat Sig

This is before they got crappy.

[i]Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you and I wish on a star
That somewhere you are thinking of me too......[/i][b]♥[/b]

[i]Mi amor como te extraño.....[/i][b]♥[/b]

[img]http://i42.tinypic.com/2hov59y.gif[/img]

Saturday, August 14, 2010

Old LJ Bio

What I had as my old Bio on my LJ:

About me

Name: Brittanie

Age: 18 I'm an adult now. *Eek!*.

My Birthday: March 1st 1992

Gender: Female

I also like to read alot and right now my current interest are pretty much the same I like the Tejano singer Selena I'm a BIG FAN of her music. She means the world to me. I like to search the web and look up info on languages conlangs and natlangs.

Insects and I like words too. I like the long ones. I also get 100% on my spelling test at school. I love to learn alot. I often ask people that I meat in the hospital when I go for check ups if they know any languages. I often leave the building knowing 10 new words in Chinese, Korean, and Japanese. I like Asian languages because they have unique writing systems. I'm pretty much a writing system maniac. I can't get enough of them.

I have tons of my own writing systems in books that I have in my room. I also type really fast so you might see some typos in this text! I also like license plate numbers and I collect them too. I have lots of papers filled with them.

I also like taxis and the fleet numbers they have on the doors. I live in the city so I see alot of them and I write them down.
My birthday is on March 1st So I'm 18 now!!

Pretty immature right? :P It's been a long time coming to update it. But today I finally did.

Monday, July 05, 2010

Thursday, May 13, 2010

Minpu!

Me ne pan asokas gei kata te telav ona su hya vorgete vôtseskali....♥

Thursday, April 22, 2010

Saturday, February 20, 2010

Finally

card front

फिनाल्ली इ क्नोव थे कोड तो थिस.

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

Funny?

Ching Chong Chinaman sitting on a fence
Trying to make a dollar out of fifteen cents.
Along came a choo-choo train,
Knocked him in the cuckoo-brain,
And that was the end of the fifteen cents.

Ching Chong Chinaman
Chop chop suey
Sitting in a restaurant
In St. Louis

Ching Chong, Chinaman,
Sitting on a wall.
Along came a white man,
And chopped his head off.

चिंग चोंग चिनामन सित्तिंग ओं अ फेंके
त्र्यिंग तो मके अ डोल्लर आउट ऑफ़ फिफ्टीन सेन्ट्स.
अलोंग कामे अ छु-छु ट्रेन,
क्नोच्केद हिम इन थे कक्कू-ब्रेन,
एंड ठाट वास थे एंड ऑफ़ थे फिफ्टीन सेन्ट्स.

चिंग चोंग चिनामन
चोप चोप सुएय
सित्तिंग इन अ रेस्तौरांत
इन सत. लौईस

चिंग चोंग, चिनामन,
सित्तिंग ओं अ वाल.
अलोंग कामे अ व्हिते मन,
एंड चोप्पेद हिस हेड ऑफ.

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Elmo Is Evil



I always knew that bastard was no good.....

Elmo loves you! Yeah and then he shoots the fucking shit out of you. XD

I loved this.

इ मुस्त आस्क हिम तो वर्क फॉर में सम टाइम......

Monday, October 05, 2009

A Little Convo With My Mom

This happened just now when I was talking to her:

Me: ....and the boingies will take over the world

My Mom: Good

*Dies* Oh that was priceless!

And you've seen the boingies on here before!

इन हिन्दी:

थिस हप्पेनेद जुस्त नो व्हेन इ वास तल्किंग तो हेर:

में: ....एंड थे बोइन्गिएस विल टेक ओवर थे वर्ल्ड

माय मोम: गुड

*डिएस* ओह ठाट वास प्रिसलेस!

एंड यू'वे सीन थे बोइन्गिएस ओं हियर बेफोरे!

Saturday, September 26, 2009

हेल

थिस हप्पेनेद सोमेतिमे इन अगस्त:

फॉर कुइते सोमेतिमे तेरे वास थिस बीपिंग नोइसे इन ओउर हाउस इन थे कित्चें एंड एवेरी नो एंड थें आईटी वुड गो ऑफ़ एंड देप्रिवे उस ( माय मोम एंड इ ) ऑफ़ ओउर स्लीप.....बुत नोट अन्य्मोरे. वे फौंद आउट, थैंक्स तो अ फ्रेंड ठाट कामे ओवर वहत आईटी वास. आईटी वास अ स्मोके देतेक्टोर ओं थे फ़लूर बेहिंद थे गर्बगे कैन.

एंड थे डे बेफोरे माय मोम कॉल्ड हाऊसिंग तो गेट सम ओने तो कामे ओवर एंड फिंद आउट वहत आईटी वास एंड स्टाप आईटी......थे ( हाऊसिंग ) कॉल्ड थे फिरे डिपार्टमेन्ट एंड इन अबाउट १० मिनुतेस थे वेरे हियर एंड २ ऑफ़ थे गुयस वेंट इन थे कित्चें लूकिंग अबोवे थे कैबिनेट्स एंड इनसाइड थेम एंड थे फौंद नोथिंग. नोथिंग! सो आफ्टर ओने ऑफ़ थे गुयस टोल्ड माय मोम यू कैन'टी कॉल उस ( थेम ) फॉर थिंग्स लिखे थिस बेकाउसे आईटी'स नोट ठिर जॉब. एंड माय मोम टोल्ड थेम ठाट हाऊसिंग हद कॉल्ड थेम नोट हेर.

सो आफ्टर ठाट थे लेफ्ट. एंड नोट ओंस व्हिले थे वेरे हियर दीद थे एवें थिंक तो लुक एल्सेवेअर ( स्प? ).....माय मोम थौघ्त ठाट थे नोइसे वास काउसेद बी सोमेथिंग अबोवे थे कैबिनेट्स बेकाउसे व्हेन माय ओल्डर ब्रोठेर कामे तो विसित सोमेतिमे अगो हे लूकेद उप तेरे एंड सैद ठाट हे सव सोमेथिंग.....बुत इ'म गलाद थे व्होले ओर्देअल इस ओवर बेकाउसे ठाट दमन थिंग वास मेस्सिंग विथ माय हेड एंड मकिंग में हेअर थिंग्स ठाट वेरेन'टी तेरे.

एंड इ'म फुच्किंग सीरियस अबाउट ठाट तू. नोट ओनली ठाट बुत आईटी देप्रिवे में ऑफ़ माय स्लीप एंड मदे में तेम्पोरारिली इंसाने.

ठनक गोद आईटी'स अल ओवर.

Thursday, September 10, 2009

नो मोरे स्लीपिंग पिल्स!

वेल इ वेंट तो सी माय न्यू थेरापिस्ट टुडे एंड इद्क वहत तो थिंक. हे कपट कटिंग में ऑफ़ एंड इद्क आईटी वास वेइर्द.

हे अल्सो टोल्ड में ठाट इ शौल्दं'टी बे तकिंग अन्य्मोरे स्लीपिंग पिल्स बेकाउसे अच्कोर्डिंग तो हिम आईटी'स नोट गुड फॉर में? व्त्फ़?! नोट गुड फॉर में? आईटी हेल्प्स में स्लीप! सो हे दिदं'टी फिल आउट थे प्रेस्क्रिप्शन फॉर थे स्लीपिंग पिल्स ठाट इ सो देस्पेरातेली नीदेद.

इथौत थेम इ दोन'टी स्लीप लिखे इ शौल्ड.....*सिघ* इ हवे नो क्लुए वहत इ'म गोंना दो नो. इ थौघ्त ठाट हे क्नेव वहत वास वरोंग विथ में बुत हे दोएसं'टी बेकाउसे इ हद टोल्ड हिम अबाउट सम स्तुफ्फ एंड इ वांटेड तो क्नोव वहत वास काउसिंग आईटी एंड हाउ तो स्टाप आईटी बुत ओंस अगेन इ गोत थे समे अन्स्वेर ठाट ओने ऑफ़ माय ओथेर ठेरापिस्ट्स ( इफ यू कैन एवें कॉल थेम ठाट ) टोल्ड में.

ओनली विथ अ लिटिल मोरे तो आईटी. इ'म सेवेरेली दिसप्पोइन्तेद.

वे'रे ओफ़्फ़िकिअल्ल्य बेक तो स्कुँरे १! *स्निफ्फ़*

Monday, April 07, 2008

Yi and Long time no see

Where have I been? All over. My life has taken a drastic change. The whole thing started with my old therapist and it went from there.

I can't tell you the whole story because it's long and I'm tired and I want my sleepies. So I give you something that makes me happy: The Yi syllabary! YAY! ^.^

- b p bb nb hm m f v d t dd nd hn n hl l g k gg mg hx ng h w z c zz nz s ss zh ch rr nr sh r j q jj nj ny x y
it ꀀ ꀖ ꀸ ꁖ ꁶ ꂑ ꂮ ꃍ ꃢ ꄀ ꄚ ꄶ ꅑ ꅨ ꅽ ꆗ ꆷ ꇚ ꇸ ꈔ ꉆ ꉮ ꊍ ꊮ ꋐ ꋭ ꌉ ꌪ ꏠ ꏼ ꐘ ꐱ ꑊ ꑝ ꑱ
ix ꀁ ꀗ ꀹ ꁗ ꁷ ꂒ ꂯ ꃎ ꃣ ꄁ ꄛ ꄷ ꅒ ꅩ ꅾ ꆘ ꆸ ꇛ ꇹ ꈕ ꉇ ꊎ ꊯ ꋑ ꋮ ꌊ ꌫ ꏡ ꏽ ꐙ ꐲ ꑋ ꑞ ꑲ
i ꀂ ꀘ ꀺ ꁘ ꁸ ꂓ ꂰ ꃏ ꃤ ꄂ ꄜ ꄸ ꅓ ꅪ ꅿ ꆙ ꆹ ꇜ ꇺ ꈖ ꉈ ꊏ ꊰ ꋒ ꋯ ꌋ ꌬ ꏢ ꏾ ꐚ ꐳ ꑌ ꑟ ꑳ
ip ꀃ ꀙ ꀻ ꁙ ꁹ ꂔ ꂱ ꃐ ꃥ ꄃ ꄝ ꄹ ꅔ ꅫ ꆀ ꆚ ꆺ ꇝ ꇻ ꉉ ꊐ ꊱ ꋓ ꋰ ꌌ ꌭ ꏣ ꏿ ꐛ ꐴ ꑍ ꑠ ꑴ
iet ꀄ ꀚ ꁚ ꃦ ꅬ ꆻ ꇞ ꉊ ꊲ ꋔ ꏤ ꐀ ꐜ ꐵ ꑎ ꑡ ꑵ
iex ꀅ ꀛ ꀼ ꁛ ꁺ ꂕ ꂲ ꃧ ꄄ ꄞ ꄺ ꅕ ꅭ ꆁ ꆛ ꆼ ꇟ ꇼ ꈗ ꈰ ꉋ ꉝ ꉯ ꊑ ꊳ ꋕ ꋱ ꌍ ꌮ ꏥ ꐁ ꐝ ꐶ ꑏ ꑢ ꑶ
ie ꀆ ꀜ ꀽ ꁜ ꁻ ꂖ ꂳ ꃨ ꄅ ꄟ ꄻ ꅖ ꅮ ꆂ ꆜ ꆽ ꇠ ꇽ ꈘ ꈱ ꉌ ꉞ ꉰ ꊒ ꊴ ꋖ ꋲ ꌎ ꌯ ꏦ ꐂ ꐞ ꐷ ꑐ ꑣ ꑷ
iep ꀇ ꀝ ꀾ ꁝ ꁼ ꂗ ꂴ ꃩ ꄆ ꄠ ꄼ ꅯ ꆃ ꆝ ꆾ ꇡ ꇾ ꈙ ꉍ ꉟ ꊓ ꊵ ꋗ ꋳ ꌏ ꌰ ꏧ ꐃ ꐟ ꐸ ꑑ ꑤ ꑸ
at ꀈ ꀞ ꀿ ꁞ ꁽ ꂘ ꂵ ꃑ ꃪ ꄇ ꄡ ꄽ ꅗ ꅰ ꆞ ꆿ ꇢ ꇿ ꈚ ꈲ ꉎ ꉠ ꉱ ꊀ ꊔ ꊶ ꋘ ꋴ ꌐ ꌱ ꍆ ꍤ ꎗ ꎮ ꏉ
ax ꀉ ꀟ ꁀ ꁟ ꁾ ꂙ ꂶ ꃒ ꃫ ꄈ ꄢ ꄾ ꅘ ꅱ ꆄ ꆟ ꇀ ꇣ ꈀ ꈛ ꈳ ꉏ ꉡ ꉲ ꊁ ꊕ ꊷ ꋙ ꋵ ꌑ ꌲ ꍇ ꍢ ꍼ ꎕ ꎬ ꏇ
a ꀊ ꀠ ꁁ ꁠ ꁿ ꂚ ꂷ ꃓ ꃬ ꄉ ꄣ ꄿ ꅙ ꅲ ꆅ ꆠ ꇁ ꇤ ꈁ ꈜ ꈴ ꉐ ꉢ ꉳ ꊂ ꊖ ꊸ ꋚ ꋶ ꌒ ꌳ ꍈ ꍣ ꍽ ꎖ ꎭ ꏈ
ap ꀋ ꀡ ꁂ ꁡ ꂀ ꂛ ꂸ ꃔ ꃭ ꄊ ꄤ ꅀ ꅚ ꅳ ꆆ ꆡ ꇂ ꇥ ꈂ ꈝ ꈵ ꉑ ꉣ ꉴ ꊃ ꊗ ꊹ ꋛ ꋷ ꌓ ꌴ ꍉ ꍤ ꎗ ꎮ ꏉ
uot ꂹ ꄥ ꇃ ꇦ ꈞ ꉒ ꉤ ꉵ ꍨ ꏨ ꐄ ꑹ
uox ꀌ ꀢ ꁃ ꁢ ꂜ ꂺ ꄋ ꄦ ꅁ ꅴ ꆇ ꆢ ꇄ ꇧ ꈃ ꈟ ꈶ ꉓ ꉥ ꉶ ꊄ ꊘ ꊺ ꋸ ꌔ ꍊ ꍦ ꍾ ꎯ ꏊ ꏩ ꐅ ꐠ ꐹ ꑒ ꑥ ꑺ
uo ꀍ ꀣ ꁄ ꁣ ꂝ ꂻ ꄌ ꄧ ꅂ ꅵ ꆈ ꆣ ꇅ ꇨ ꈄ ꈠ ꈷ ꉔ ꉦ ꉷ ꊅ ꊙ ꊻ ꋹ ꌕ ꍋ ꍧ ꍿ ꎰ ꏋ ꏪ ꐆ ꐡ ꐺ ꑓ ꑦ ꑻ
uop ꀎ ꀤ ꁅ ꁤ ꂞ ꂼ ꄨ ꅃ ꆉ ꆤ ꇆ ꇩ ꈅ ꈡ ꈸ ꉕ ꉸ ꊆ ꊚ ꊼ ꌖ ꍌ ꍨ ꎱ ꏌ ꏫ ꐇ ꐢ ꑔ ꑼ
ot ꀏ ꀥ ꁆ ꁥ ꂁ ꂟ ꂽ ꃮ ꄍ ꄩ ꅄ ꅛ ꅶ ꆊ ꇇ ꇪ ꈆ ꈢ ꈹ ꉖ ꉧ ꉹ ꊛ ꊽ ꌗ ꌵ ꍐ ꍬ ꎃ ꎵ ꏐ ꏬ ꐈ ꐣ ꐻ ꑕ ꑧ ꑽ
ox ꀐ ꀦ ꁇ ꁦ ꂂ ꂠ ꂾ ꃕ ꃯ ꄎ ꄪ ꅅ ꅜ ꅷ ꆋ ꆥ ꇈ ꇫ ꈇ ꈣ ꈺ ꉗ ꉨ ꉺ ꊇ ꊜ ꊾ ꋜ ꋺ ꌘ ꌶ ꍎ ꍪ ꎁ ꎘ ꎳ ꏎ ꏭ ꐉ ꐤ ꐼ ꑖ ꑨ ꑾ
o ꀑ ꀧ ꁈ ꁧ ꂃ ꂡ ꂿ ꃖ ꃰ ꄏ ꄫ ꅆ ꅝ ꆌ ꆦ ꇉ ꇬ ꈈ ꈤ ꈻ ꉘ ꉩ ꉻ ꊈ ꊝ ꊿ ꋝ ꌙ ꌷ ꍏ ꍫ ꎂ ꎙ ꎴ ꏏ ꏮ ꐊ ꐥ ꐽ ꑗ ꑩ ꑿ
op ꀒ ꀨ ꁉ ꁨ ꂄ ꂢ ꃀ ꃗ ꃱ ꄐ ꄬ ꅇ ꅞ ꅸ ꆍ ꆧ ꇊ ꇭ ꈉ ꈥ ꈼ ꉙ ꉪ ꉼ ꊉ ꊞ ꋀ ꋞ ꋻ ꌚ ꌸ ꍐ ꍬ ꎃ ꎚ ꎵ ꏐ ꏯ ꐋ ꐦ ꐾ ꑘ ꑪ ꒀ
et ꇮ ꈊ ꈦ ꍔ ꍰ ꎇ ꎞ ꎹ
ex ꀓ ꀩ ꁩ ꃁ ꃲ ꄑ ꄭ ꅈ ꅟ ꅹ ꆎ ꆨ ꇋ ꇯ ꈋ ꈧ ꈽ ꉚ ꉫ ꉽ ꊊ ꊟ ꋁ ꋟ ꋼ ꌛ ꌹ ꍒ ꍮ ꎅ ꎜ ꎷ ꏑ
e ꀔ ꀪ ꁪ ꃂ ꄒ ꄮ ꅉ ꅠ ꅺ ꆏ ꆩ ꇌ ꇰ ꈌ ꈨ ꈾ ꉛ ꉬ ꉾ ꊋ ꊠ ꋂ ꋠ ꋽ ꌜ ꌺ ꍓ ꍯ ꎆ ꎝ ꎸ ꏒ
ep ꀫ ꁫ ꃳ ꄓ ꄯ ꅊ ꅡ ꅻ ꆐ ꆪ ꇍ ꇱ ꈍ ꈩ ꈿ ꉜ ꉭ ꉿ ꊌ ꊡ ꋃ ꋡ ꌝ ꌻ ꍔ ꍰ ꎇ ꎞ ꎹ ꏓ
ut ꀬ ꁊ ꁬ ꂅ ꂣ ꃃ ꃘ ꃴ ꄔ ꄰ ꅋ ꅢ ꅼ ꆑ ꆫ ꇎ ꇲ ꈎ ꈪ ꉀ ꊢ ꋄ ꌞ ꌼ ꍘ ꎋ ꎢ ꎽ ꏗ ꏰ ꐌ ꐧ ꑙ ꒁ
ux ꀭ ꁋ ꁭ ꂆ ꂤ ꃄ ꃙ ꃵ ꄕ ꄱ ꅌ ꅣ ꆒ ꆬ ꇏ ꇳ ꈏ ꈫ ꉁ ꊣ ꋅ ꋢ ꋾ ꌟ ꌽ ꍖ ꍱ ꎉ ꎠ ꎻ ꏕ ꏱ ꐍ ꐨ ꐿ ꑚ ꒂ
u ꀮ ꁌ ꁮ ꂇ ꂥ ꃅ ꃚ ꃶ ꄖ ꄲ ꅍ ꅤ ꆓ ꆭ ꇐ ꇴ ꈐ ꈬ ꉂ ꊤ ꋆ ꋣ ꋿ ꌠ ꌾ ꍗ ꍲ ꎊ ꎡ ꎼ ꏖ ꏲ ꐎ ꐩ ꑀ ꑛ ꒃ
up ꀯ ꁍ ꁯ ꂈ ꂦ ꃆ ꃛ ꃷ ꄗ ꄳ ꅎ ꅥ ꆔ ꆮ ꇑ ꇵ ꈑ ꈭ ꉃ ꊥ ꋇ ꋤ ꌀ ꌡ ꌿ ꍘ ꍳ ꎋ ꎢ ꎽ ꏗ ꏳ ꐏ ꐪ ꑁ ꑜ ꒄ
urx ꀰ ꁎ ꁰ ꂉ ꂧ ꃇ ꃜ ꃸ ꄘ ꄴ ꅏ ꅦ ꆕ ꆯ ꇒ ꇶ ꈒ ꈮ ꉄ ꊦ ꋈ ꋥ ꌁ ꌢ ꍙ ꍴ ꎌ ꎣ ꎾ ꏘ ꏴ ꐐ ꐫ ꑂ ꒅ
ur ꀱ ꁏ ꁱ ꂊ ꂨ ꃈ ꃝ ꃹ ꄙ ꄵ ꅐ ꅧ ꆖ ꆰ ꇓ ꇷ ꈓ ꈯ ꉅ ꊧ ꋉ ꋦ ꌂ ꌣ ꍚ ꍵ ꎍ ꎤ ꎿ ꏙ ꏵ ꐑ ꐬ ꑃ ꒆ
yt ꀲ ꁐ ꁲ ꂋ ꃉ ꃞ ꃺ ꆱ ꇔ ꊨ ꋊ ꋧ ꌃ ꌤ ꍀ ꍞ ꍹ ꎑ ꎨ ꏃ ꏝ ꏶ ꐒ ꐭ ꑄ ꑫ ꒇ
yx ꀳ ꁑ ꁳ ꂌ ꂩ ꃊ ꃟ ꃻ ꆲ ꇕ ꊩ ꋋ ꋨ ꌄ ꌥ ꍁ ꍜ ꍷ ꎏ ꎦ ꏁ ꏛ ꏷ ꐓ ꐮ ꑅ ꑬ ꒈ
y ꀴ ꁒ ꁴ ꂍ ꂪ ꃋ ꃠ ꃼ ꆳ ꇖ ꊪ ꋌ ꋩ ꌅ ꌦ ꍂ ꍝ ꍸ ꎐ ꎧ ꏂ ꏜ ꏸ ꐔ ꐯ ꑆ ꑭ ꒉ
yp ꀵ ꁓ ꁵ ꂎ ꂫ ꃌ ꃡ ꃽ ꆴ ꇗ ꊫ ꋍ ꋪ ꌆ ꌧ ꍃ ꍞ ꍹ ꎑ ꎨ ꏃ ꏝ ꏹ ꐕ ꐰ ꑇ ꑮ ꒊ
yrx ꀶ ꁔ ꂏ ꂬ ꃾ ꆵ ꇘ ꊬ ꋎ ꋫ ꌇ ꌨ ꍄ ꍟ ꍺ ꎒ ꎩ ꏄ ꏞ ꏺ ꐖ ꑈ ꑯ ꒋ
yr ꀷ ꁕ ꂐ ꂭ ꃿ ꆶ ꇙ ꊭ ꋏ ꋬ ꌈ ꌩ ꍅ ꍠ ꍻ ꎓ

Monday, February 25, 2008

The Devil's Lair

WELCOME TO THE DEVIL'S LAIR! ENJOY YOUR STAY.

But I did not enjoy my stay. Not one minute of it. Today was insane. The day started out ok and then when my mom called me to take my meds for my fucking, son of a bitch, cunt, jack ass OCD that's when the egg hatched. That's when everything went bye bye.

To make a ridiculously long story short I bring you this:

* I had attempted to drink some Ginger Ale before taking my meds. Some of it went down the wrong way and I choked.
* The glass that I was using dropped from my hand onto the washing machine ( It wasn't broken ).
* I told my mom this and she said "That's ok we have others." So then I asked her "Just like this one?"

And then this convo ensued.

Mom: "Yes."

Me: "Do you know where?"

Mom: "Not at the moment, but I guess I'm such an idiot that I don't know where they are."

**Note: If you read my journal entry from yesterday ( I believe ) then you'll know why the word 'idiot' is in bold.

And then there's yelling and screaming because of what she said.

Me: "I never meant to call you an idiot! It was an accident! IT WAS A FUCKING ACCIDENT!"

And with that I went into my room completely worn out and upset with all of the yelling. I wasn't in my room long before another problem arose: The CFH. So then I got "dressed" and I was going to go downstairs or something to get away from all of this. And my mom said that I can't go out because I'll have no where to go.

And I told her that I didn't care and that I've had enough. So what happened was I would up going out on the balcony instead for a good while.


And when I came back my mom told me that she had called Aileen ( my bbf mom ) to check on me and she did and my mom and her talked for a good while while I had my music on really loud and singing at the top my lungs out of agony. My mom got me cheese and it made me feel better. ^.^

For me cheese is like chocolate. I like both but cheese is my comfort food. Phew! That must be the longest LJ entry I've ever written!

Thursday, February 14, 2008

Happy Valentine's Day!

My morning was hectic though. The rest was fine so far. I'll tell you about it in a short list:

*Francis quit because of me.
*She was afraid that I would hurt her during my suffering.

That made me feel......*Wishes she could describe it* This morning was hell upon hearing the news. I'm.....I'm done with living around people......

Good Bye!

Monday, February 04, 2008

Happy Groundhog Day!

HAPPY GROUNDHOG DAY!!!!

The groundhog saw his shadow, so that means this year's winter will be longer! DAMN IT!

A Long Day

I went to the clinic today and we were there way too long. I thought that there was going to be MAJOR problems with the CFH but there wasn't thank you God! I'm worn out and tired of spending so much time in the clinic waiting for them to get the medicine from......

ACROSS THE FUCKING STREET! Because of their ignorant stupid asses we were there longer then we needed to be.

I want them to pay for what they did to us.

Later on after I came home I went to bed because I was soooo fucking tired. I woke up to this really bad dream and I couldn't stop obsessing about it ( Fuck you OCD )! I'm ok now but it was awful.

*Hopes that no more dreams of the sort happen again.*

Friday, February 01, 2008

......Let me die!

♫ On the first day of February Satan gave to me, A day full of hell and shit. ♫

Seriously though today was absolute hell! It seems that January didn't want to leave so quickly. It was raining so naturally I was nervous because of what happened in January.

Any way to make a loooooong story short I had another emotional breakdown and my mom got hurt physically because of it ( it was an accident ) and the HA saw and witnessed all of this as she did with the other problem that I had.

I can't take much more of this.