Absolute Hell Gone Worse

How can hell get worse? Well this is how:

Today was absolute hell for me. I don't know wtf is wrong with me. I woke up this morning feeling really weird this morning and it just got worse through out the day. I know alot of it had to do with my OCD because I haven't had my meds in 3 days and it's just been getting worse every single day to today.

Lord kill me....

I think I'm going to loose it eventually.....Even now as I write this I feel weird and drained at the same time and I can't stand existing any more. So by for now.

If I don't post for 5 years it means I've killed myself.