Happy New Year!

Wishing everyone a Happy 2008!

Love you and hope every one enjoys themselves!

Awesome Day!

Kerry came today and she brought me more stones! And they're soooooooo pretty! I had a blast with her! Wish that I could've spent more time with her but it was awesome! This is what I bought:

2 packs of frogs!
3 bottles of coke ( I missed having it deeply and I couldn't resist )
2 pens with fuzzy wuzzies on top ( blue and purple )
Marbles
Cheese! ( Missed it too )

And of course I went out for pizza! I would be insane if I didn't!

Merry X-......Oh Just Forget It!

Yeah and I mean that. The day was nothing but agony with a few "happy" moments. And it's all due to the fucking feeling that I was having for the past few days and the CFH too. *Sigh*

I give up!

Well.....

....tomorrow is X-mas and I'm scared out of my ass, and that's because today was a piece of shit, so what will tomorrow be like? *Looks worried*

R.I.P Again

Another one of my precious crabs went today. WTH is going on?! 2 in a row.......a day from each other.......I'm scared for my other 2 now.....

R.I.P I love and miss you!

R.I.P

One of my crabs passed today.......May he r.i.p

I love and miss you.

मोरे पास!

इ हद अनोठेर पासफुल डे टुडे ऎंड फॉर ठाट इ'म ग्रातेफुल। ठनक यू गोद ऎंड इ होप ठाट थे कोन्तिनुए। :)

Thank You God

Today was a god send. Not one problem. Everything was great. Also I got a link to a site that you can make boingies! Thank you God!

より悪く行く地獄

昨日は雌犬だった。 それは時間に沿う最も悪い雌犬だった。 私はに走った従って私がこれに私を書くように多くの問題は、私は目がさめているが、の

何か流出する私はおそらく決して理解しない。

私が多かれ少なかれ弾いた鬣問題はこれらである:

1. 強風のために

2. 私がTSのようにおよびたくさん聞こえた何かを聞き続けたので私はTSを憎む。

3. 異常な私を運転しているとても赤ん坊および私のOCD。

私はこのような何も再度起こらないことを望む。

Hooray!

I went to see my therapist for the last time today. I found out that I won't be seeing him any more after we left. My mom told me when I came home.

I'm so happy! (●^_^●)

Oh Crap!

So tomorrow I'm going to have to see my therapist who is a complete jack ass if I haven't told you. He's crazy and I mean that in a dangerous sort of way. If you only knew what he's trying to do you would be like "OMFG WTF is his fucking problem! Get away from him stat!" And my mom is working on getting me away from him ASAP.

I'm hoping I'll get to kick his ass some how with out me or my mom getting into any kind of trouble. I want him to feel it too. The bastard deserves some physical pain and of course humiliation. The better if it's public.

Kthnxbye!

OMG!

The tree came today and it's so cute! I'm sitting right by it. Also yesterday I went to sleep at 6:00PM and I woke up today at exactly 8:AM! That's 14 hours! I must've been out of it for some reason.

What gets me is I don't know what. But I guess I needed it because I feel better. n_n

Whoopdy Doo Hell Strikes Again!

Ok this is pretty simple. I went to the clinic today and went through absolute hell with the creatures from hell. But it doesn't stop there I ran into another problem in the grocery store when my mom stopped there to pick up a few things on the way home. I never felt like this in my entire life. And guess what?

I went through all of that to come home without any answers as to what is wrong with me! My doctor gave me the name of a website with a list of a bunch of people that could help me! *Screams*

I'm going to die......

I'm Sick Of Being Me

The feeling of me hating me has increased today by a whopping 1000%. It appears that I have no sympathy for other people or maybe it's just me... I don't know but one of my neighbors passed and my mom told me about it yesterday. And today I guess it was some of her family because some people were outside her apartment and they had a fucking baby.....

.....and it was crying and I opened my door and I yelled "Shut Up!" and I slammed the door screaming because the fucking thing wouldn't shut up. And what made it worse were 2 things.

1. The fact that it was practically in front of my door.

2. The fact that my mom told me they were probably coming over for the funeral and that they were members of her family.

I feel utterly disgusted. I hate myself even more now.....