Monday, December 31, 2007

Happy New Year!

Wishing everyone a Happy 2008!

Love you and hope every one enjoys themselves!

Friday, December 28, 2007

Awesome Day!

Kerry came today and she brought me more stones! And they're soooooooo pretty! I had a blast with her! Wish that I could've spent more time with her but it was awesome! This is what I bought:

2 packs of frogs!
3 bottles of coke ( I missed having it deeply and I couldn't resist )
2 pens with fuzzy wuzzies on top ( blue and purple )
Cheese! ( Missed it too )

And of course I went out for pizza! I would be insane if I didn't!

Tuesday, December 25, 2007

Merry X-......Oh Just Forget It!

Yeah and I mean that. The day was nothing but agony with a few "happy" moments. And it's all due to the fucking feeling that I was having for the past few days and the CFH too. *Sigh*

I give up!

Monday, December 24, 2007


....tomorrow is X-mas and I'm scared out of my ass, and that's because today was a piece of shit, so what will tomorrow be like? *Looks worried*

Sunday, December 23, 2007

R.I.P Again

Another one of my precious crabs went today. WTH is going on?! 2 in a row.......a day from each other.......I'm scared for my other 2 now.....

R.I.P I love and miss you!

Saturday, December 22, 2007


One of my crabs passed today.......May he r.i.p

I love and miss you.

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

मोरे पास!

इ हद अनोठेर पासफुल डे टुडे ऎंड फॉर ठाट इ'म ग्रातेफुल। ठनक यू गोद ऎंड इ होप ठाट थे कोन्तिनुए। :)

Monday, December 17, 2007

Thank You God

Today was a god send. Not one problem. Everything was great. Also I got a link to a site that you can make boingies! Thank you God!

Sunday, December 16, 2007


昨日は雌犬だった。 それは時間に沿う最も悪い雌犬だった。 私はに走った従って私がこれに私を書くように多くの問題は、私は目がさめているが、の


1. 強風のために

2. 私がTSのようにおよびたくさん聞こえた何かを聞き続けたので私はTSを憎む。

3. 異常な私を運転しているとても赤ん坊および私のOCD。


Friday, December 14, 2007


I went to see my therapist for the last time today. I found out that I won't be seeing him any more after we left. My mom told me when I came home.

I'm so happy! (^_^)

Thursday, December 13, 2007

Oh Crap!

So tomorrow I'm going to have to see my therapist who is a complete jack ass if I haven't told you. He's crazy and I mean that in a dangerous sort of way. If you only knew what he's trying to do you would be like "OMFG WTF is his fucking problem! Get away from him stat!" And my mom is working on getting me away from him ASAP.

I'm hoping I'll get to kick his ass some how with out me or my mom getting into any kind of trouble. I want him to feel it too. The bastard deserves some physical pain and of course humiliation. The better if it's public.


Wednesday, December 12, 2007


The tree came today and it's so cute! I'm sitting right by it. Also yesterday I went to sleep at 6:00PM and I woke up today at exactly 8:AM! That's 14 hours! I must've been out of it for some reason.

What gets me is I don't know what. But I guess I needed it because I feel better. n_n

Wednesday, December 05, 2007

Whoopdy Doo Hell Strikes Again!

Ok this is pretty simple. I went to the clinic today and went through absolute hell with the creatures from hell. But it doesn't stop there I ran into another problem in the grocery store when my mom stopped there to pick up a few things on the way home. I never felt like this in my entire life. And guess what?

I went through all of that to come home without any answers as to what is wrong with me! My doctor gave me the name of a website with a list of a bunch of people that could help me! *Screams*

I'm going to die......

Saturday, December 01, 2007

I'm Sick Of Being Me

The feeling of me hating me has increased today by a whopping 1000%. It appears that I have no sympathy for other people or maybe it's just me... I don't know but one of my neighbors passed and my mom told me about it yesterday. And today I guess it was some of her family because some people were outside her apartment and they had a fucking baby.....

.....and it was crying and I opened my door and I yelled "Shut Up!" and I slammed the door screaming because the fucking thing wouldn't shut up. And what made it worse were 2 things.

1. The fact that it was practically in front of my door.

2. The fact that my mom told me they were probably coming over for the funeral and that they were members of her family.

I feel utterly disgusted. I hate myself even more now.....

Friday, November 30, 2007

Today Was A God Send

And today was amazing! I went to the library and then to my local Rite Aid and I was shopping for pens when Selena's I Could Fall In Love came on the radio! OMG! That and the fact that I got an email from Sarah made my day! Thank you God! Oh and I got another boingy:

Isn't it adorable?!

>_>......I'm Freaking Weird

Ok something is definitely wrong with me....I died in my sleep and then I came back......and damn! It's affected my whole day. I told my mom and she told me that it was just a dream but I don't know because everything was black......

.......any way tomorrow I'm going to Library and hopefully I'll get some goodies because I've $13.00! W00T! Pray for me will you? I'm going to the clinic next week and I'm dying to tell my doctor what's been going on ( no not my therapist ).

Peace! I also need it.

Tuesday, November 27, 2007

Never Again.....

.....will I even talk to Evet. Trust me you do not want to know. All I'm going to say that she just proved my uneasy feelings around her to be right.......

If you're able to guess what I'm talking about, and if you're right then that means you're a complete psycho.


Saturday, November 24, 2007

X-mas Presents! ^_^

Today a HUGE box of X-mas presents from my brother and his wife for my mom and me came today. It's the biggest one that they've ever sent! Wheeeeee! XD

Thursday, November 22, 2007

Happy Thanksgiving


Although my day sucked ass. See what I'm talking about here. I hope that every one else had a good one. Bye!

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

Bless My Mom

Well yesterday and today I stayed at my friends house while my mom was in the hospital and yesterday was absolute hell because I was worried sick about her and it was crazy. The whole thing didn't make sense it was like my brain was numb.

She called today and she'll be fine. :D That puts everything at ease. The only thing now is that I miss her! I'm at my place right now. I think sleeping in my own bed tonight will help alot. But it's weird being in the house and not having her here.

Bless her.....she means the world to me. ♥

Sunday, November 18, 2007

YAY! The Internet Is Back!

Ok so you've wondered what happened to me.....or not but I'm going to tell you any way because I have to......they told me to......

The internet has been down for 3/2 days and during that time I was absolutely bored out of my ass. I had nothing to do really. It's sad how the internet is the only thing "exciting" in my life atm and when ever it goes for some time I'm absolutely "lifeless".

It's sad. :( Any way 4 days ago I found more boingies including today! YAAAAAAY! And that's it.


Wednesday, November 14, 2007

I'm Happy!


Tuesday, November 13, 2007

Absolute Hell Gone Worse

How can hell get worse? Well this is how:

Today was absolute hell for me. I don't know wtf is wrong with me. I woke up this morning feeling really weird this morning and it just got worse through out the day. I know alot of it had to do with my OCD because I haven't had my meds in 3 days and it's just been getting worse every single day to today.

Lord kill me....

I think I'm going to loose it eventually.....Even now as I write this I feel weird and drained at the same time and I can't stand existing any more. So by for now.

If I don't post for 5 years it means I've killed myself.

Sunday, November 11, 2007

Kerry Called!

Kerry called today and my mom and I must've talked with her for about 2 hours. Found out that she's staying in Germany for 2 more years but she'll visit. I don't think I could stand not having her here for 2 more years!

I'll be 17 then! O_O And that's scary for a whole lot of reasons that I'll tell you about some other time. In the mean time night!

Friday, November 09, 2007

Awesome Day

11-9-07: After I left my therapist ( who today truly showed that he's an a** ) I went to the library and returned one of the books I was finished with and renewed the one I wasn't done with and I got a nice big thick one with list of stuff in it for free! YAY! icon_mrgreen.gif I also went to the 99¢ store and I got more frogs and dice.

And the frogs squeek when you squeeze them! Wheeeeeeeeeeeeee! icon_mrgreen.gif I also went to Rite Aid and I got some really nice sparkly gell pens. And I'm going there again next time I go out with Ileen and Moet. icon_biggrin.gif

Wapo Gipo Mi Mi Mi Boingy! icon_mrgreen.gif

Thursday, November 08, 2007


Well today I finally got to go to the clinic and thanks to the happy pills my mommy gave me before we left I was "relaxed" and there wasn't many creatures from hell either. Evet came with us. I didn't want her too because I didn't want her to see my flipping out like that if any thing bad happened.

And nothing that bad happened any way so I thankful for that. I got mail from Kerry! YAY! She sent me stones! They're so pretty! ♥

Wednesday, November 07, 2007

I've Had Enough

You know I'm really pissed off about my OCD. Today I was supposed to go to the clinic but due to me having another breakdown I couldn't. And what made it even worse was the fact that Evet ( My health aid ) witnessed all of the yelling my mom and I did with each other.

And that's all because of me wanting to use a specific garlic powder container that I couldn't find. I can't stand being me any more and I really can't stand having OCD. I want it to end. Tomorrow I'm going to the clinic and I pray to God that there are no problems of any kind what so ever.

I need my happy pills.

Saturday, November 03, 2007

I Hate OCD!

My OCD is going to drive me insane I just know it. It's been bothering me for the past 3 days and right now and I don't know what to do. God help me please! I'm actually a little scared right now. I don't what to think anymore either. Am I doomed?

इ वांट तो दी अत थे मोमेंट। इ कांत स्टैंड एक्सिस्तिंग....

Friday, November 02, 2007

White Monarchs!

Yeah this is real. I found out about them today and I wrote about them on my insect blog along with one other picture of one. I ♥ them. They're going on my favorite butterfly list.

Thursday, November 01, 2007


I slept all day again......Don't ask me why because I have no idea why.

I didn't even do anything that would make me tired. I know I'm weird. -_-

Wednesday, October 31, 2007

Happy Halloween!

....but not for me. I slept all day practically.

What in the world is wrong with me? Some one tell me please!

Friday, October 26, 2007


The women that I told you about that's coming to take me places is coming on Monday Yippee!

Wednesday, October 24, 2007


My morning was absolute hell. Is it possible to want to kill yourself over OCD? I think so because it's making me go insane. And it's not only driving me crazy it's driving my mom crazy too. Another morning wasted to death over stupid OCD.

I'm telling you I really can't stand existing if I'm going to drive people crazy over my problems. And there's no one to help me because my mom doesn't know what to do and my therapist is a complete jackass! Lord could you do me a few favors?

1. Could you please kill my therapist because his existence isn't helping anybody. I mean he doesn't even think that I have OCD, because he thinks he knows more then all the doctors that got together to figure out what was wrong with me 10 years ago.

Because he thinks he knows everything when that worthless son of a bitch doesn't!

2. Either kill me or destroy the world so we all die.

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

अवेसोमे न्यूज़!

वेल्ल फॉर अ गूढ़ व्हिले माय मोम हस बीन त्र्यिंग तो गेट सोम वन तो टेक मी आउट फॉर थे डे ऎंड टुडे अ मन काम ओवर तो एवालुँते मी तो हवे अ हैल्थ एड फ्रॉम उच्प तो टेक मी आउट फॉर अस मानी देस अस इ नीद। वहत'एस इन्तेरेस्तिंग इस थे फक्त ठाट माय मोम अस्केद मी इफ इ वांटेड तो तरी गोइंग आउट फॉर 5 देस अ वीक फ्रॉम 10:00AM - 3:00PM ऎंड इ सैद एस!

इ थिंक इ शौल्ड तरी थिस वन आउट तो सी हाउ आईटी विल वर्क आउट। ऎंड थे गूढ़ थिंग अबाउट आईटी इस ठाट वी कैन चंगे आईटी इफ आईटी दोएसं'टी वर्क आउट! =)

इ'म लूकिंग फोरवर्ड तो थिस!

Monday, October 22, 2007


YAY! I finally found out what kind of trees these come from. I have the trees outside my house. They come from the Japanese Pagoda Tree. While I was Googling them and other species I came across some pictures of beans of other species of trees in the same family! And now I'm going to look up these too!

I'm soooooo happy about these and finding out about them and finding out about different kinds. I ♥ them so much it's not even funny. I don't know why though. I've always been a nature person always.

Sunday, October 21, 2007


My mom is getting me more gell pens! YAY! And also my mom requested for some one to take me places and the women is coming sometime very soon and I'm looking forward to it immensely! So now I have time to spend with Moet and the woman taking me places!

YAY! This is going to be soooooo much fun! Please envy me! Mwahahaha! >:)

Saturday, October 20, 2007

You Wanna Know Don't You?.....

Well here is what's been going on lately. As for today I went to the library with Moet and I got to spend the day with her and that was nice. 2 days ago ( the 18th ) was absolute hell because I had yet another MAJOR OCD breakdown and it was hell as I said.

And as I told you my therapist is a jackass. I have a LJ entry about the 18 and a Gaia entry about the 18th as well both set to private FMEO for obvious reasons. And no I'm not going to re-post them here either.

All you need to know about that day was that it was absolute hell. And that's all you need to know. And as for yesterday it was hell too because TS was supposed to happen ( but thank God it didn't ) and I was a nervous wreck all day because I was so sure that it was going to happen.

But like I said it didn't and I'm greatful for that. :)

Monday, October 15, 2007

Absolute Hell

You know my therapist is such a jack ass? He thinks that I don't even have OCD and today my mom and I had to go to one of the clinics to take this stupid neurological test because he thinks ( my therapist ) that I have something else. He thinks that it's something to do with my brain. *Says this in her mock sarcasm pissed off voice *

And he practically unleashed all the problems that I had today with fucking ass babies on me. OOOOOOOOOOOH you just wait until I see him you just wait...

Thursday, October 11, 2007

I Hate Existing

What the title says. Today TS happened once but they didn't even say it was going to happen here! They just said heavy rain for NYC. *Screams* I can't take this any more. I don't wanna exist....

Wednesday, October 10, 2007


Yesterday was unbelievable both good and bad. Today my hermit crabs finally came and they're sooooooo cute! ♥ I got 4 of them and they all have the same shell but I'll some how figure out how to tell who's who once I've named them. Oh and this is the good and the bad stuff that happened yesterday.

I should warn you that this isn't some thing you want to go through at all....

The Good:

I went to the 99¢ store with Moet and I got a dangly thing with marbles in it. Hope they have more next time I go. It's really pretty! And you can take the marbles out and put different ones in and it's awesome!

I went to our local pet store and got a book on hermit crabs. I'm soooooo happy about that.

We went back to Moet's house to watch a concert and spend some time with her and her brother.

The Bad:

Few hours later while I was at her house I saw 2 blue flashes outside and I got panicky because it had been raining earlier that day and right away I told the everything and I was freaking nervous it wasn't even funny.

So we ran up the steps all the way to my apartment and said good bye and then a few minutes later......I was right and it was fucking hell. Not just becauuse of the TS but because I was practically screaming at my mom out of agony.

I hate it when a good day ends badly and why did it have to end like this?! FUCK YOU GOD!

Monday, October 08, 2007

Missed Me?

.......Didn't think so.

Any who I had a big controversy with the hermit crabs and it was insane ( full story here ). Also my therapist isn't what he seemed to be.....*sigh* another one gone bad? What's the story with these therapists? It seems like we run through them.

I must've had at least 5 over the last few years. When will we find one that we'll stick with for years to come? Tell me God. I don't know what we're going to do with this one or how long I'm going to see him. I'll keep you updated.

Also last night I finally got to see Harry Potter and The Order of The Phoenix! It was awesome! Can't wait to get it one DVD! When ever that is......=)

Monday, October 01, 2007


My mom told me that she ordered my new hermit crabs and they're comming on Thursday! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY! BOINGY! My day was nice. I'm going to see my therapist tomorrow.

Sunday, September 30, 2007

Another Month Gone

Time goes by too fast.....Goodbye September and thank you for all the great days you gave me! I'll never forget this one.....♥

Friday, September 28, 2007

Did you miss me?

.....Well did you? Any who I got my hair relaxed today and the past 3 days have been nothing but hell. And here's something that I dare you to try to read......

ꀀꀝꁂꁌ ꄲꅔ꓂꓂ ꑥꑘꑄ꒺ꑼ ꎣꍌ!
ꄬꄱꅎꅔ ꈯꇴꉩ ꊞ꒧.....>:)

Now like I said above try and read it.....*Evil Laughter*

Tuesday, September 25, 2007

Don't Know What To Put Here

Today I didn't go to my therapist because I wasn't feeling well. I'm going to see him on the 2nd of October so I'll have alot time to relax thankfully. I feel better now if you're wondering.

Monday, September 24, 2007

YAY! New Pens!

My mom gave me a pack of new Uni-ball pens! YAY and they're so pretty. She has more of different brands that I had picked out sometime ago from a Staples Magazine and I'll get more.....mwahahaha! XD I know I'm spoiled.....and I love it! XD

Today was nice. I found another remix to "여자이니까" by K.I.S.S. and kicks ass! Also these are the colors that the gell pens that my mom gave me come in:

*Blue ( regular )


*Green ( regular I think haven't tried them yet )




*Blue Black ( This one is one of my favorites. I know because I had another one that was seperate and it ran out of ink not too long ago )


Also tomorrow I'm going to see my therapist and I'm hoping that no problems arouse before I get there like they did the last time because I don't want to go there all upset and everything. I also got an email from Moet! Wheeeeeeee! She added me to her Myspace and I did the same.

Thank God for this day and the fact that she finally got the internet hooked up! lol

Saturday, September 22, 2007

Awesome Day

Today was awesome! I went to the library with Moet again and I re-newed my Drangonflies of The World book because I hadn't finished reading it yet and I checked out a new one too. I also got more goodies too:

*A huge bag of Doritos ( I haven't had them in eons! )

*A bunch of bouncy balls from a vending machine

*Moet told me that she might have a Halloween party! I hope so because I can't wait to finally have some fun and go Trick- O - Treating. Yes!

So I have that to look forward too. Also I wound up in an argument later on at night with mom. It drove us both crazy but I'm glad we made up and I hope that it doesn't repeat itself because it was crazy!

Friday, September 21, 2007

Another Monarch!

I saw another monarch outside the clinic after a morning of hell. Thank you god for letting me see it! I went to my therapist and told him about what the meds are doing to me and I'm happy to report that.....I'M NOT TAKING THEM ANY MORE! YAAAAAAAAY!

Thursday, September 20, 2007

एविल मेडीसिन

मय न्यू मेड्स ठाट मय थेरापिस्ट गावे मे अरे फ्रॉम थे डेविल हिम्सेल्फ़ बेकाउसे थे गावे मे ४ शोर्ट बुत स्कार्य द्रेंस इन वन निघ्त! ऎंड इन एअच वन ई स्क्रेअमेद आउट लौद। ई'म गोइंग तो सी हिम अत अरौंद ३:०० इन थे अफ्तेर्नूं टुमॉरो ऎंड ई'म गोइंग तो तेल हिम वहत थे'वे बीन डींग तो मे।

अल्सो थे'वे बीन मकिंग मे इत्च सो मय मॉम काम उप विथ थे ठोर्य ठाट ई'म अल्लेर्गिक तो थेम! O_O

Friday, September 14, 2007


Today I found out somethings from my therapist that totally shocked me to death. I won't mention on here though because it's personal but I just hope that there's some thing to stop this thing that I can't mention. And no it's not my OCD it's something else.

Just the prospect of it is frightning! O_O

Thursday, September 13, 2007

Busy Busy Busy

Tomorrow I'm going to see my therapist again and I'm looking forward to it. Like I did the last time I went only thing back then I was anxious. Now I'm not. :) Yesterday I started my new meds and I feel kinda weird because my body's not used to it yet.

But I'm glad that I get to go out and see him. Plus I get to leave the house again! Yippee!

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

लेट थिस एंड प्लेस!

ई वेंट थ्रौघ अनोठेर लोड ऑफ शीत टुडे बेकौसे तस हप्पेनेद एंड आईटी वास हेल एंड आईटी द्रैनेद मी कोम्प्लेतेली प्लुस आईटी मदे मी फील दिफ्फेरेंट ( नोट इन अ गूढ़ वे थौघ ) एंड ई दोन'टी क्नोव य। प्लुस just अ मोम माय इ हद अनोठेर थिंग विथ माय मोम

కిల్ల్......ముస్ట్ .....కిల్ల్....

......ముస్ట్....కిల్ల్....తెం.....ఫర్....బేఇంగ్ రిఘ్ట్.......

యు క్నౌ ఐ తే ఇట్ వెన్ థెయ్'రే రిఘ్ట్ అబౌట్ ఫుచ్కింగ్ త్స్ విత్ అ పస్సిఒన్. ఐ వాంట్ తెం డెడ్. ఆల్ ఆప్ తెం.....

Monday, September 10, 2007

కిల్లింగ్ స్ప్రీ!

అచ్కర్దింగ్ తో ది వేఅతేర్ మెన్ ( ఫుక్ తెం! ) ఐ మిఘ్ట్ హవె తో గో ఆన్ అ కిల్లింగ్ స్ప్రీ తోమోర్రౌ మార్నింగ్. ఐ హోపే ఐ వన్'త హవె తూ......

Saturday, September 08, 2007

God Bless The Monarchs!

Do you see this? Do you see this?! This is what I saw today when I went out with Moet! I got to hold it too! My day was awesome. We went to the library and the 99¢ store and I got more glass beads and marbles or what ever you call them. And you can read the rest here. I had a blast and I'll treasure that moment when I saw the Monarch forever. Wish I had a camera because I got soooo close to it I could've kissed it! And it was "friendly" if you know what I mean. It wasn't skittish or anything. When it was flying it was so graceful to watch it. And the fact that I got to hold it was even more amazing. I was actually crying! I mean I've tons of monarchs at camp and they never made me feel the way I did today and I never really got that close to one either. This is something I'll never forget. That monarch was an angel.....literally. εĭз

Monday, September 03, 2007

Not Again!

वेल्ल टुडे वास सोर्ट ऑफ़ लिके येस्तेर्दय बुत इत वास नॉट अस बद। ई रेअल्ल्य डॉन'त उन्देर्स्तंद वि ई हवे तो गो थ्रौघ सोमेथिंग लिके थिस २ देस इन अ रोव ( थे फर्स्ट वन बीइंग थे वोर्स्त ऎंड थे सेकोन्द बीइंग नॉट अस बद )। बुत इन मय ओपिनिओं ई थिंक ठाट बोथ वेरे बद ऎंड ठाट ई वासन'त सुप्पोसेद तो गो थ्रौघ एनी ऑफ़ थिस शीत!

ई हटे मय लाइफ ऎंड ई विष ठाट ई दिदं'त हवे एनी ऑफ़ ठेस प्रोब्लेम्स ऎंड ठाट ई वास नॉर्मल ऎंड हैप्पी लिके थे एवरेज किड। :(

Sunday, September 02, 2007

Hectic Day

ई क्नेव ठाट सूनेर ओर लेटर वन ऑफ़ ठेस टाईप ऑफ़ देस वौल्ड कॉम ऎंड इत काम टुडे. इत वास अव्फुल. ई विष ठाट इत नेवर हप्पेनेद.

२:३०प्म्: ई काम आउट ऑफ़ बेद ( ई वास स्लीपिंग दुह! ) ऎंड ई वांटेड तो गेट सोमेथिंग तो ड्रिंक सो ई अस्केद मय मॉम इफ ई कोउल्ड ऎंड शे सैद येस ऎंड ई वेंत ओं थे कंप्यूटर व्हिले ई वास वेटिंग फ़ॉर हेर तो फिनिश. ई वास इन थे प्रोसेस ऑफ़ रेप्ल्यिंग तो वन ऑफ़ मय एमैल्स व्हें शे तुर्न्स ओं थे टीवी ऎंड कन्तिनुएस वात्चिंग वहत शे हद बीन वात्चिंग इन थे कित्चें.

सो ई वास तेरे फ़ॉर अ बीत ऎंड थें ई थौघ्त तस हद हप्पेनेद इन थे मूवी शे वास वात्चिंग बेकाउसे तेरे वास थिस कोन्स्तंत फ्लाशिंग ऑफ़ ब्लू लाइट ( अस अल्वाय्स इन मोविएस थे ओद थिंग्स ) ऎंड अ नोइसे ठाट सौन्देद अलोत लिके तस सो नातुराल्ल्य ई फ्रेअकेद आउट ऎंड मय मॉम कपट सयिंग ठाट इत वासन'त तस ठाट इत वास तो दो विथ थे मूवी ( व्हिच वास अबाउट सोमेथिंग फ्रॉम ओउतेर स्पस ) ऎंड ई सैद "ओउतेर स्पस मय अस! " ( ई वास इन थे कित्चें थें ).

ऎंड थें कोमेस थे उसुअल येल्लिंग ऎंड स्क्रेअमिंग ऎंड मे वान्तिंग तो दिए. बॉय ठाट वास सूऊऊऊओ मुच फुं! सो इत वेंत ओं फ़ॉर अ बीत ऎंड थें आफ्टर सोमे टिम ई वेंत तो मय मॉम ( शे वास इन हेर रूम ) ऎंड वी तल्केद ऎंड "मदे उप" बुत ई स्टील फेल्ट स्त्रंगे. ई फेल्ट अपसेट अत थे फक्त ठाट बेकाउसे ऑफ़ मय प्रोब्लेम्स ई'म मकिंग मय मॉम अपसेट.

ऎंड ठाट'एस वहत मेक्स एवेर्य्थिंग वोरसे फ़ॉर मे बेकाउसे व्हें ठेस त्य्पेस ऑफ़ थिंग्स हप्पें मय मॉम ऎंड ई अल्वाय्स गेट इन्तो सोमे कंद ऑफ़ अर्गुमेंत. इत द्रिवेस मे इंसाने लितेराल्ल्य स्पेअकिंग.

इन थे एवेनिंग: इत वास अरौंद ९:०० - १०:००प्म् व्हें थे सेकोन्द प्रॉब्लम अरोसे. ई'म नॉट गोइंग तो गो इन्तो देतैल्स बुत वी'वे ( मय मॉम ऎंड ई ) कॉम तो थे कन्क्लुसिओं ठाट मय हेअरिंग हस गोने उप अगिन!..... ऎंड अगिन क्नोविंग ठाट थे कैन'त दो अन्य्थिंग तो फ़िक्ष् इत मेक्स मे फील ऎंड मेक्स थे सितुअशन एवें वोरसे......ई वान्ना दिए......

Saturday, September 01, 2007

Time Goes By Too Fast

Can you believe that another month has gone and another one has started? I can't. Today was nice. I also had one of the longest AIM conversations to date today. It lasted over an hour! O_O I know!

Friday, August 31, 2007

♥My New Therapist Is A God Send!♥

What the title says! He's amazing! I thank God for this day and for him!

Thursday, August 30, 2007

Looking Forward To Tomorrow!

And that's because tomorrow I'm going to see my new therapist ( to hell with my old one )! And get this he has his own office away from the creatures from hell! YAAAAAAAAAAY! *boingy!*

Wednesday, August 29, 2007

I Had A Blast!

I had a blast today and I can't wait for the next one! God bless this oportunity and I'm so glad that it happened because I need something like this....and to know that I now have it it's surreal! It feels like a dream..... Thank you God!

And now go and find out what we did! I ♥ TODAY!

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

Can't Wait!

Oh man I can't wait for tomorrow! I'm dying for this day to end now!

Monday, August 27, 2007


Okay this is truly amazing! On Wednesday my best friends mom is taking me places! W00T! Hopefully Moet ( my best friend since like 4ever ) can come with me. That'd make it awesome! I can't wait! Also tomorrow I'm going to the clinic and the drug store so then I'll be able to get my bug photos from camp developed.

Then I'll post them here. Also this morning I made another script off the top of my head and I'm in love with it. I'll post some samples later. And my day went nicely. I hope that tomorrow everything goes well at the clinic and nothing bad happens and that I don't run into any problems with noisy creatures from hell ( babies ).

Peace! This world needs it.....♥

Saturday, August 25, 2007


I hit the jack pot just now because I found the song "Como La Flor" by Selena in different languages! O_O Thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you! You see this is how big she was and how many people all over the world loved her. Go to ensnips and put Como la flor and search.

You're bound to find one of them.....*Goes to look for more* Aaaaaaay como me duele.....♥♥♥♥

Friday, August 24, 2007

Diary Entries

Diary Entries from camp are coming soon. I just wanted to make that clear. It really doesn't matter what order I put them in but I'm doing it from day 1 so to speak. Did I go to the clinic today? Nope! YAY! And the reason for that is because of what happened at night yesterday and during the afternoon at some point.

I encountered 3 problems with fucking ass babies from hell on TV and the 3 problem being the last and the worst because I flipped out again! Fuck them! Fuck them all!..... And here's a message from me to them ( I doubt that you'll be able to read it though):

/://\/\/:\ \/.\ /\ /.\ /-/ / \:\ / /.\ /\: \ ||. || /- /-/ /-/ \/\ /- \.......

Thursday, August 23, 2007

Dreading Tomorrow

I'm dreading tomorrow because I'm going to get my birth control shot at that dreaded clinic of hell with the fucking ass babies. Why? Why do I have to go straight into doom? There has never been a good day in that place never. I'm not looking forward to it.

And what's the use of asking God for a miracle? I did it 20,000 other times when I had to go there and nothing of the sort happened it was always some kind of problem. Why can't I get this done in a place that's baby free?

WARNING: All babies better watch out because if one of them opens their damn mouth it will be the last time they do so......

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

A Script

I made a script that you can use on the computer. It's easy all the letters consist of the characters / \ . : - | And here it is:

a e i o u

/ \ /- /\ \

b p d g k

\/ /\/ \/\ /-\ \-/

h l m n ŋ

\./ /-/ \-\ /:\

q r s t

\:/ /.\ /:/ \:\

v w x y

l ll l. ll.

z ch th st

l.l l:l /\: \/:

f j c kh

/\/: \/\: /\/\ \/\/

sh ñ

/\/\: \/\/:

Words ll/\/.\\/\/.\

Boingy \//\/-/:\ll.

Tuesday, August 21, 2007


Today was kind of weird in a sense. I had the funeral for my hermit crab today after Ms. Berry left. I sang 3 of my favorite songs to it before sending him/her on. I miss her/him! I can't wait to get more. I'm going to bed now because it's 3:33am right now! O_o

Yes I know I'm spoiled....not really my mom's sleeping and I'm trying to type very quietly....n_n

Saturday, August 11, 2007

द्रेअमिंग ऑफ़ यू इन हिंदी

वास बोरेड सो देसिदेद तो ट्रांस्लाते थे सोंग द्रेअमिंग ऑफ़ यू ब्य सेलेना इन्तो हिंदी।

द्रेअमिंग ऑफ़ यू

लेट अत निघ्त व्हें अल थे वर्ल्ड इस स्लीपिंग
स्टे उप ऎंड थिंक ऑफ़ यू ऎंड विष ओं स्तर
ठाट सोम वेयर यू अरे थिंकिंग ऑफ़ मे तू।
काउसे ई'द्रेअमिंग ऑफ़ यू तोनिघ्त 'तिल टुमॉरो
ई'बे होल्डिंग यू तिघ्त ऎंड तेरे'एस नो वेयर इन थे वर्ल्ड
ई'डी राठेर बे थें हियर इन मय रूम द्रेअमिंग अबाउट यू ऎंड मे।

वोंदेर इफ यू एवर सी मे ऎंड वोंदेर इफ यू क्नोव ई'तेरे
ऍम तेरे ऍम ई? ) इफ यू लूकेद इन मय एयेस वुड यू सी
वहत'एस इनसाइड वुड यू एवें कारे?

जुस्त वान्ना होल्ड यू क्लोसे बुत सो फार अल हवे अरे
द्रेंस ऑफ़ यू। सो वेट फ़ॉर थे दय ( वेट फ़ॉर थे दय ) ऎंड थे
कोउरागे तो सय हाउ मुच लोवे यू येस दो!

ई'बे द्रेअमिंग ऑफ़ यू तोनिघ्त 'तिल टुमॉरो ई'बे होल्डिंग
यू तिघ्त ऎंड तेरे'एस नो वेयर इन थे वर्ल्ड ई'डी राठेर बे थेम हियर
इन मय रूम द्रेअमिंग अबाउट यू ऎंड मे।

Aaaaaah ( Corazón )
कैन'स्टोप द्रेअमिंग ऑफ़ यू।
( No puedo dejar de pensar a ti )
कैन'स्टोप द्रेअमिंग।
( Cómo necesito )
कैन'स्टोप द्रेअमिंग ऑफ़ यू।
( Mi amor cómo te extraño )

लेट अत निघ्त व्हें अल थे वर्ल्ड इस स्लीपिंग
स्टे उप ऎंड थिंक ऑफ़ यू। ऎंड स्टील कैन'बेलिएवे
ठाट यू काम उप तो मे ऎंड सैद "लोवे यू!" लोवे यू तू।

नोव ई'द्रेअमिंग विथ यू तोनिघ्त 'तिल टुमॉरो ऎंड फ़ॉर
अल ऑफ़ मय लाइफ ऎंड तेरे'एस नो वेयर इन थे वर्ल्ड ई'डी
राठेर बे थें हियर इन मय रूम द्रेअमिंग ऑफ़ यू एन्द्लेस्स्ल्य....

चोरुस आउट...

Friday, August 10, 2007

Hooray? हूरय?

Well today was supposed to be bad weather wise but thank goodness nothing bad happened. It was just rain and nothing else. The only thing I'm worried about is what my night is going to be like. Other then that I'm okay.

Please let my night go well....

वेल्ल टुडे वास सुप्पोसेद तो बे रेअल्ल्य बद वेअठेर विस बुत थांक गूद्नेस्स नोथिंग बद हप्पेनेद। इत वास जुस्त रैन ऎंड नोथिंग एल्स। थे ओनली थिंग ई ऍम वोर्रिएद अबाउट इस वहत मय निघ्त इस गोइंग तो बे लिके। ओथेर थें ठाट ई ऍम ओक।

प्लेस लेट मय निघ्त गो वेल्ल.....

Thursday, August 09, 2007

Why Do I Exist?

ई थिंक यू शौल्ड चेक आउट थे पोस्ट ओं मय ओथेर ब्लोग हियर। थांक यू!

ई लोवे टैपिंग इन हिंदी! इत इस सो मुच फुं! ऎंड इत इस नॉट लिके पीपुल रीड मय ब्लोग्स एनी वय बेकाउसे थेय'रे नॉट इन्तेरेस्तिंग अन्य्वाय सो ई कैन प्रेत्त्य मुच सय वहत एवर ई वांट ओं हियर ऎंड इन हिंदी! इसं'त ठाट ग्रेट?

Wednesday, July 18, 2007


Bye! I'm leaving for camp tomorrow at 1:00pm and I'm looking forward to it. God please let everything go well tomorrow please.....Don't let any thing bad happen.

See here for what my morning was like.....

बाय! ई'म लीविंग फ़ॉर कैंप टुमॉरो अत 1:00pm ऎंड ई ऍम लूकिंग फोरवर्ड तो इत। गोद प्लेस लेट एवेर्य्थिंग गो वेल्ल टुमॉरो प्लेस.....डोंट लेट एनी थिंग बद हप्पें।

सी हियर फ़ॉर वहत मय मोर्निंग वास लिके....

Saturday, July 14, 2007

The Count Down

Well I said when it reached 5 days until I go to camp I'll start a countdown and here it is:







07-14-07: Today was nice and peaceful. Tomorrow my mom is going to wash my hair for camp.

Friday, July 13, 2007


YAY! I went shopping for bras and I got some extra stuff too ( more pants that I love ). Yippee! Now say boingy k? n_n

ये ई वेंत शॉपिंग फ़ॉर बरस ऎंड ई गोट सोम एक्स्ट्रा स्तुफ्फ तू ( मोरे पंट्स ठाट ई लोवे )। यिप्पी! नोव सय बोंग्य ओकय? n_n

Wednesday, July 11, 2007


Gee isn't this nice? I woke up happy and then TS happens and ruins my day. Isn't my life great?

See LJ post here!

Monday, July 09, 2007

Sunday, July 08, 2007

People That Get On My Nerves

See here for more info. I feel sick right now. 'cuse me I think I have to go puke.....
सी हियर फ़ॉर मोरे इन्फो ई फील सिक राईट नोव। एक्ष्कुसे मे ई थिंक ई हवे तो गो पुके.....

Saturday, July 07, 2007


Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee! Guess what? I'm getting pampered tomorrow!

Thursday, July 05, 2007


Is there hope?

Wednesday, July 04, 2007

Happy 4th Of July!

Happy 4th of July! Hope every one has a good one! YAY for independence!

July 5th 10:02 Edit:

My night was hell pure hell and I can't stand the fact that God didn't do anything to stop it....I hope you're happy that you made miserable!

Tuesday, July 03, 2007


Today my mom got me French fries and I didn't know that she was going too until I went into the kitchen after she woke me up and I saw them. And they were good. Also only 15 more days until camp! Yippee!

Monday, July 02, 2007

Oh I Can't Wait!

16 more days until camp! W00T! And my day went great!

Sunday, July 01, 2007

W00T July Is Here!

And only 17 more days until I go to camp and I can't wait!

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

Hell Rises Again......

Hell rises again today. See here for more info and I'll post my additional thoughts sometime later.

Saturday, June 23, 2007


These are the blessings that happened today.

Thursday, June 21, 2007

The Fight

Oh I think you should see The Fight Between God, Jesus, And Satan don't you? This is one of my favorite post. >:)

Monday, June 18, 2007

Ideas And Another Good Day

Conosonants Part 3:

ご°ご* ご'' ご:

And so on. My day went well and I'm thankful for that.

Sunday, June 17, 2007

Ideas And A Day Of Good Things

Idea: Make a "language" using Japanese Hiragana and ones I made up.

Consonants Part 2:

か° か" か* か: か'

が° が* が: が' き°

き" き* き: き' ぎ°

ぎ" ぎ* ぎ: ぎ' く°

く" く* く: く' ぐ°

ぐ: け° け" け*

け: け' げ° げ"

げ* げ: げ' こ°

こ" こ* こ: こ'

Alright the last of the consonants will come tomorrow. All the of these are of my invention.

Ideas And A Day Of Good Things

Idea: Make a "language" using Japanese Hiragana and ones I made up.

Consonants Part 2:

か° か" か* か: か'

が° が* が: が き°

き" き* き: き' ぎ°

ぎ" ぎ* ぎ: ぎ' く°

く" く* く: く' ぐ°

ぐ: け° け" け*

け: け' げ° げ*

Saturday, June 16, 2007

Ideas And A Day Of Hell

Idea: Make a "language" using Japanese Hiragana and ones that I made up:


あ い う え お あ' う' え' お'

あ° い° う° え° お° あ" う" え" お"

あ* い* う* え* お* あ: う: え: お:


か が き ぎ く ぐ け げ こ ご さ ざ

し じ す ず せ ぜ そ ぞ た だ ち ぢ

つ づ て で と ど な に ぬ ね の は

ば ぱ ひ び ぴ ふ ぶ ぷ へ べ ぺ

ほ ぼ ぽ ま み む め も や ゆ よ ら

り る れ ろ わ ゐ ゑ を ん

The other consonants that I made up will be added in tomorrow's post. The letters in red are of my invention. As for what my day was like:

It was hell because TS happened. And to make the whole thing worse my head phones to my walkmen broke so I had to go through hell while my mom was looking for my other pair of head phones but she couldn't find them so she had to go to my neighbour and borrow hers. I hate my self and I wish that I didn't have these problems.

Satan quit bothering me and go bother some one else who deserves Sano.

Friday, June 15, 2007

God Bless Butterflies

Omg! This is what made my day after a day of hell at the clinic:

I saw so many of them and they made my day! They

really did! Thank you God for all the wonderful butterflies I ♥ them so

much! Thank you Thank you Thank you Thank you!

Thursday, June 14, 2007

Will Hell Break Loose?

Tomorrow I'm going to see my therapist and I'm not looking forward to it because it's at the clinic with the fucking babies. Even though I'm seeing her down stairs in another office where they're no babies or only one I still have bad feeling about going tomorrow.

And I get this feeling every time before I go there either to see my therapist or my 2 other doctors and 99% of the time I'm right. So I'm hoping against hope that hell doesn't break loose tomorrow. I want everything to go well. I'm waking up at 7:00am because I have a 10:00am appointment.

I hate waking up early. But I'm going to bed early so hopefully I won't feel tired in the morning. I love sleeping it's one of my hobbies! :O

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

Today Was Hell

LJ has all the answers of what my day
was like....So go and check it out and see
it for yourself you son of a bitch!

Today sucked like hell and it's all thanks
to that son of a bitch Satan. I asked God last night
not to let anything like this happen.....

......and apparently he didn't listen to that part
so fuck you too. Believe me I've really pissed with God on many
fucking occasions. This is one of them.

Good bye for now.....I must plan a killing spree... >:).......

Friday, June 08, 2007


Go here to see what happened today! Both things were good things which I'm thankful for.

Thursday, June 07, 2007

The Rath Of Satan

My day was going great until Satan killed it. So I have a little message for you:

I hope you burn in hell when you loose control of you "empire".
I hope after the fall of you empire you get to feel the pain that you
cause millions of people to feel. I hope you rot in your fallen powerless
empire and that your powers fall along with it.......

After all of that I hope that God comes down there with his sun and they both whoop your
sorry ass. I hope you feel the pain and scream in agony while I watch and laugh my fucking
ass off. After all a demond like you should suffer what he made people feel right? Of course that
sorry son of a bitch deserves it! LOOK AT WHAT HE'S DONE!

So Satan.....I hope u die a slow and very painful death while I sit and watch you in pain
while I laugh my fucking ass off.......

So what did you think of the second message/wish I wrote for Satan? Bet you loved it didn't you? And that's a good thing. You know why? Because you want the sorry ass to die too! Any way the rest of my day ( after Satan's rath ) went well and I'm calm and happy again. Good Night

P.S. I found some pretty cool scripts today on the web. See my LJ for more details. Thank you! *Bows* :þ

Tuesday, June 05, 2007


Reserved for something interesting.

Monday, June 04, 2007

Hee Hee!

사랑해 장나라! I can't stop listening to the song that I love to death. I must've played it about 100 times by now! :O In only 2 days! WOW! But hey that's what you do when you've been looking for a song that you loved for 3 years. My day went well.

It was very relaxing with so far no problems. I've got about 3 more hours to go until midnight so I hope that the last 3 hours will contain good things. Also last night I had a really nice and strange dream. I hope they continue too and only nice ones of course.

나는 이 노래를 사랑한다!

Sunday, June 03, 2007


See here and here for more details about the Korean song by 장나라 called Sweet Dream. I've been looking for it for ages! Like 3-4 years. I'm not joking about this either. I'm so happy that I found it. Go to You Tube and put in "Jang Nara Sweet Dream" and there you go!

Did I mention that I'm sooooooooooooooooo freaking happy right now? =P

Monday, May 28, 2007

Going To The Clinic Tomorrow

Not looking forward to it though. I hope that everything goes well and that they're no problems of any kind for the entire day and night. I also found another Korean song that I love to death! YAY! I can't stop listening to it! I'm addicted to it!

Also I'm looking forward to going to camp on July 18th!

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

Ms. Berry Came Today

What the title says. My mom had another nice talk with her. She comes once a month to check up on us and stuff and see how I'm doing and to help me with anything that I need. Bless her!

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

Went Out Again

I went out again today and I bought some doritos and cheese. I went to the clinic again with the fucking pain in the ass babies but it wasn't as bad as some of the other times that I went. I never look forward to going for that specific reason. I also got to stay out a bit and I saw alot of bugs. They made me happy.

Ms. Berry is coming this week! I have alot to tell her and I'm looking forward to it.

Sunday, May 20, 2007

Night of Hell

Can be read about here

Sunday, May 13, 2007



Saturday, May 12, 2007

Mother's Day Plans

These are the plans I've got for Mother's Day:

♥ Play the song "No Llores Más Corazón" by Selena that she likes. Btw it's a beautiful song and I love it as well.

♥ Try my best not to annoy her which I do often by asking her questions that I know the answer to again and again.

♥ Make her a beautiful card. I like doing this alot. And I've done it for Easter, Xmas, and Valentine's day. All the card are hand drawn and handwritten in my beautiful handwriting.

I love my handwriting! lol! But I ♥ my mommy more then anything else in the world.

Wednesday, May 09, 2007

Tuesday, May 08, 2007

Nice Day! ^^

Had a nice day!

Monday, May 07, 2007

I'm Evil

Can you believe this? I took a quiz today to see how evil I am and it says that I'm pure evil! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY! XD! I'm so happy right now!

Saturday, May 05, 2007

Hell In The Morning #2

This was like nothing you could imagine unless you went through it yourself........

The pain......oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooh god the pain.....was like nothing you could imagine unless you went through it yourself.....I woke up from a really good sleep with this horrible pain in my was so bad I actually screamed when I went to my mom. She told me to get chocolate milk and so I did it made me feel much better until I was laying back down reading one of my magazines in my room......


It hit me again this time worse then before....and it was like that for god knows how long. My mom was with me the whole time when I called her saying "It's back.....the pain is back..." So she got a heating pad and put it on me it didn't help. The pain was so bad I was screaming out loud! And it was so bad it was hard to even breath eventually when I started listening to my walkmen singing and screaming in between verses of my favorite Selena and Jennifer Peña songs the pain slowly started going way after a while...

I thanked God non stop after about another 30 mins or so asking him to never let anything like this happen again. The pain was similar to the pain I had before I had my period when I was at the hospital for 8 days of hell so naturally I thought it was that and that the birth control thingy was at it's end and I needed another one....but strangely NOTHING happened! No period! Well we'll have to wait and see tomorrow.....I just hope that never happens again.

Please God Grant my wish to let nothing like this ever happen again......

I tell you the pain was so bad I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy!...

Friday, May 04, 2007

Thursday, May 03, 2007

Got An Email From Sophie

I got another email from Sophie! I'm dying to go to camp and see her and Sara and all the rest of my friends. So far my day has been great! I woke up happy and I hope I'll go to sleep happy too. I'll update this post if anything happens good or bad. You know me.

Wednesday, May 02, 2007

Crappy Feelings

Read this for me. Thank you and good day.

Tuesday, May 01, 2007

Good And Evil

ది గుడ్ అండ్ ఎవిల్ నౌ ఐ'మ నాట్ గోయింగ్ తో టైపు తాత ఓవర్ అగైన్ సో యు'రే జస్ట్ గోయింగ్ తో హవె తో క్లిక్ ఆన్ ది లింక్ ఇంస్టాద్ కే?

ఐ'మ గోయింగ్ తో కిల్ల్ స్నో ఐ'మ గోయింగ్ తో కిల్ల్ స్నో ఐ'మ గోయింగ్ తో కిల్ల్ స్నో ఐ'మ గోయింగ్ తో కిల్ల్ స్నో ఐ'మ గోయింగ్ తో కిల్ల్ స్నో ఐ'మ గోయింగ్ తో కిల్ల్ స్నో ఐ'మ గోయింగ్ తో కిల్ల్ స్నో ఐ'మ గోయింగ్ తో కిల్ల్ స్నో

ఐ'మ గోయింగ్ తో కిల్ల్ స్నో!!!

కే థ్న్క్ష్ బై!

Monday, April 30, 2007

Favorite Words

Here is a list of some of my favorite words:



Mi mi mi









Kawaii ( Japanese for 'cute' )




fuzzy wuzzy


Nasal Squiggly



Sunday, April 29, 2007

A Few More Months

And I'm going to camp. Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Saturday, April 28, 2007

Got My New Scanner installed!

Title says it all! I'm having soooooooooooo much fun with it! Go here to see some of the stuff I scanned!

Friday, April 27, 2007


READ THIS to see why last night was hell for me. Thank you.

Wednesday, April 25, 2007


Ok I'm pissed because my boingies froze again! DAMN! When I tried posting one and then publishing it it wasn't jumping up and down. DAMN YOU!

Monday, April 23, 2007

God's Magic

God worked his magic today. And my mom and I are sooooooooooooo happy! Thank you God and Jesus!

P.S My new scanner came and I can't wait to start using it! I have to get it hooked up and everything which should be in a few days.

Sunday, April 22, 2007

Provence Quarters

I just found out that they're 13 provence quarters and I want them soooooooooo bad. I'm collecting the 50 state quarters right now and I got almost all of them. Yesterday I got my 2 of my first 2007 state quarter Montana! I hope I get all of them!

Saturday, April 21, 2007


So far the last 2 days have been really great for me and today was good too. Hope the evening goes well and that this continues!

Friday, April 20, 2007

Thursday, April 19, 2007

Getting A New Scanner

My mom ordered a new scanner and it's coming on or before the 23rd. So I'm really happy about that because I've got soooooo many conscripts to show you! Also today is the first good day for days and I hope that continues from now on.

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

Blogger Beta

I love this version of blogger. It's the one that you sign in with your Google account and finally I can get to see my boingies bounce again. YAAAAAAAY!

Monday, April 16, 2007



Friday, April 13, 2007


One of my beloved Hermit crabs passed a few days ago but I wanted to make sure that it did because the last time I thought one of them had died it just molted. So when I told my mom I thought it was dead she said to leave it for a few days. If doesn't move from the spot that it's in then we know that he/she went.

And sadly it was true :*(


Summer of 2006 -04-10-07.....

I miss him/her! But on the bright side my mom is going to get more for the 2 that are left! So I have that to look forward too. =)

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

Feeling Better

I'm feeling much better right now.

Tuesday, April 10, 2007


Read my other blog for details......I can't type it over again......I just can't.

Sunday, April 08, 2007





Saturday, April 07, 2007


More hæpu went on today and I don't know what to do. I can't take any more of this.....

Friday, April 06, 2007

Easter Eggies! ^^

I got Easter Eggs and a bunch of other goodies for me. The eggs were filled with candy when I bought them. I gave my mom all of the chocolate kisses they had inside them with a note that I wrote saying "Lots of hugs and kisses" since she likes them. And these are all the goodies that I got today besides the easter eggs.

I went to the clinic too. It went pretty good with only one tiny crack in it. Thank the lord that it didn't cave in. I took a nap after I ate a snack and watched some TV. I didn't know I was that tired because I slept sooooooooo deeply and I had a dream too which was a weird one. Nothing bad in it though. And my legs hurt ( I guess that's from all the walking I did today ) and I'm still tired. =)

Thursday, April 05, 2007

Easter Eggs!

Tomorrow I'm getting Easter Eggs and anything else I can find at the drug store after I go to the clinic ( I'm not looking forward to going to the clinic )!

Tuesday, April 03, 2007

Monday, April 02, 2007


Today was evil.......Curse the evil ones!

Sunday, April 01, 2007

Got An Email From Sophie

YAY! She's coming back to the US in 10 weeks! I'm looking forward to seeing her.

Saturday, March 31, 2007

12th Anniversary of Selena's Death...


1971 - 1995

<3 <3 <3

Friday, March 30, 2007

Thursday, March 29, 2007

Harry Potter!

The 7th and last book is coming out on July the 21st and I'm dying to get my hands on it! MWAHAHAHA! My day went well.

Wednesday, March 28, 2007


I found another song by BoA called Soundscape and I like it alot. I'm listening to it right now. I also found another script that I like too which is shown. And on my livejournal I posted the count down to my Selena Tribute I'm doing on 03-31-07 which is the day she died in 1995. My day went well and I'm glad about that. Can you say wapo gipo mimimi? ^^

Also these are license plate numbers I got from TV:

RAH 730

MNV 4277

And one I got off the web:

V183 YNV ^^

I like license plate numbers and I collect them.

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

Got My Hair Done

Today my hair dresser came and did my mom's hair and mine. This morning I had another bad and vivid dream again.......I don't wanna talk about it. I just hope that was the last one.....

Monday, March 26, 2007

People That Get On MY Nerves

Do me a favor and check out my other blog on here including this! Thank you!

Sunday, March 25, 2007

Yellow Admiral Butterfly

The Yellow Admiral Butterfly ( Vanessa itea ) is one of my favorite butterflies. I don't know much about them but I tend to increase my knowledge of them. Isn't it gorgeous?

Saturday, March 24, 2007


I forgot to post yesterday so this will explain everything! I'm so happy!

Thursday, March 22, 2007

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

Twisted Day

My day was twisted. I have something to look forward too though. Ms. Berry is coming tomorrow! YAY! Looking forward to seeing her again!

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

Kerry Called

Today Kerry called! YAAAAAAAAAAAAY!

Sunday, March 18, 2007


Go and worship boingies!

Saturday, March 17, 2007

Went Out Today

I went out in the snow today! YAY we finally got snow! It was fun!

Happy St. Patrick's Day!

Friday, March 16, 2007

I hate my life

My life is boring.

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

13 Is EVIL!

You know the saying about the numbers 13 23 and the infamous 666 which is believed to be the number of the devil. Well the for most of the day it went well but I'm not getting my hopes up any more..... Yesterday is the reason why. I thought the day was going to end on a good note but it didn't....

So I'm not going to get my hopes up any more.....

Monday, March 12, 2007

A Little Gift

Today my mom gave me another journal! YAY! I love journals and I have alot of them that my mom gave me and that I bought with Kerry. I took a bath earlier then I would've which is good because it works out for me and my mom. My day was peaceful and I hope it stays that way.

Update: I knew it was too good to be true......

Sunday, March 11, 2007

Jack Pot!

I think you should go to the link that follows this message because I wanna respect the authors choice so go here and click on the link there for the jack pot.

Saturday, March 10, 2007


Selena the movie came on again today! YAY! See for a little tribute.

Thursday, March 08, 2007

Thank You GOD!

Thank you GOD! I had a good sleep and a good dream! And I hope that it continues. My day went well.

Wednesday, March 07, 2007

Scared To Go To Sleep

Your answer would be "what!" right? Well I'm going to tell you why. Last night I had a really strange dream that kept changing into more and more bizarre things. The last part is what scared me....... my mom I can't say it. The only way I can say it is that she left......And I'm not talking about walking out of the house..... and what makes it worse is the fact that the dream ( along with the 4 other ones I had only one was pleasant ) is that they're so vivid.....

This one ( at the last part ) scared me. The other 3 were the same thing only this one was drawn out and looooooooooooooooong. I can't tell you what happened because I'll freak....This is the first time in my life that I don't want to get in my bed and that I don't want to rest.....

I'm tired but I don't want to go to sleep. I wanna stay up all night and sit here at my computer looking up things on insects and reading about them and different languages. All these strange and very vivid dreams started when I started taking the new medicine. Gradually the doctor increased the dosage to 4 pills ( don't ask me how much because I don't know ) which is the dosage I was supposed to be taking.

My mom noticed changes in my behaviour including certain problems getting worse and completely out of hand. And the dreams started coming in like crazy only not as vivid and disturbing. But as the dosage of the meds started to increase the dreams became more vivid and more disturbing to the point I was scared to go to sleep a little to the point where I was completely scared to go to sleep.

So I'm not going to sleep tonight you mark my words! I'll do anything to stay awake......anything.....

Tuesday, March 06, 2007

Monday, March 05, 2007

Saturday, March 03, 2007

I Feel Strange

I've been feeling really strange lately and I don't know why. I have a hunch but I'm not saying that this is why I feel this way. This pretty much tells all that I know.

Friday, March 02, 2007

My Day Was Hell

I'm not typing that up again. So go here instead to read about how my day was. The only good parts were my nap and me getting pizza and a b-day card with $10.00 inside from my neighbor and my mom.

Thursday, March 01, 2007


These are all the goodies I got today:

From My Mom:

The book!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY! ^^

From Lance and Connie:

Too many bath gells! ^^

Angle earings and a neckless

A fuzzy boa snake! I love these!

A big soft planet ball thingy. My mom told me that next time we have a fight she'll throw it at me!!!! Get ready for World War III! LOL!

From Theresa ( my mom's best friend ):

A huge butterfly magnet

Soap and it smells soooooooo good!


and a white scarf with sprinkly thingys on it. ^^

Note: These were actually our Christmas gifts but they came on my b-day so YAAAAAAAAY! My mom got things too.

Also my mom told me that tomorrow I'm getting Pizza! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!

Other Stuff:

I got my first issue of the fish magazine I told you about today!

And another script is on Omniglot! Adunaroth!

Wednesday, February 28, 2007

YAY! My B-day is hours away!

My mom got my cake today and my b-day is hours away and I can't wait. Also just a few minutes ago I found a song by Britney Spears that I really like alot. Here it is: Walk On By

Tuesday, February 27, 2007

Ms. Berry Came Today

The title says it all basically. Tomorrow my mom is going to pick up the cake and then you know what comes after that...... So here is the second part of the count down:




02-27-07: Ms. Berry came and I really really like her alot. She is soooooo nice. My mom and I had a nice talk with her and I'm looking forward to seeing her again soon! Oh and here is what I did when she was here. Go here and find out!

Monday, February 26, 2007


And so the countdown begins! And I'm soooooooooooooooo happy! Tomorrow Ms. Berry from the UCP is coming tomorrow. I'm looking forward to meeting her. My mom ordered the cake today!

Sunday, February 25, 2007




1971- 1995

Saturday, February 24, 2007


This is what happened to me today:

* I got my box of b-day presents from Lance and Connie today! I'm dying to open them!

* Found out about another pretty conscript on the ZBB.

And this is what I'm looking forward too this week:


* Meeting Ms. Berry from the UCP.

Friday, February 23, 2007

How To Die

హౌ తో డై:

• స్త్రన్గ్లె యౌర్సేల్ఫ్ ఆర్ గెట్ సం ఒనె ఎల్సే తో డో ఇట్ ఫర్ యు.

• ద్రోవ్న్ యౌర్సేల్ఫ్ ఇన్ యౌర్ లోకల్ పూల్ ఆర్ లకే.

• శూట్ యౌర్సేల్ఫ్ ఇన్ ది హెడ్, స్తోమచ్, ఆర్ బ్యాక్.

నోట్: ఐ వుల్ద్న్'త రికమెండ్ రేతర్తేడ్ లిటిల్ అస్శోలేస్ అండర్ ది ఆగే ఆప్ ౧౦ తో రీడ్ థిస్. థెయ్ మిఘ్ట్ గెట్ ఇదేఅస్.....

సో యు వాంట్ తో క్నౌ మోర్? ఒక! సో హియర్ ఈజ్ అనోతేర్ ఒనె జస్ట్ ఫర్ యు!:


వై ది ఫుక్ వౌల్ద్ ఐ వ్రితే సోమేతింగ్ లికె థిస్ ఔట్ ది క్లియర్ బ్లూ?

వెల్ బెకాఉసే తాత'స వాట్ ఐ ఫీల్ లికె దాయింగ్ రిఘ్ట్ నౌ......

తేరే యు గో యౌర్ కుఎస్తిఒన్ ఈజ్ అన్స్వేరేడ్.... అండ్ ఈఫ్ ఇట్'స నాట్....వెల్ తేన... ఫుక్ యు!

Thursday, February 22, 2007


Something that I made on MS Paint. I'm bored so this is why I posted it. I have more.

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

Tuesday, February 20, 2007








Sunday, February 18, 2007

YAY! My B-day is almost here!

I'm starting the countdown on the 20th. My day was relaxing.

Saturday, February 17, 2007


Live Journal will tell all about the good things that happened to me today that I'm sooooo happy about. Thank God for all of the things that happened that made me happy today! YAAAAAAAY! Boingy! ^^

Friday, February 16, 2007


I just got an email from Sophie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY! I also found a game that I really like. It's call Fuzzball Frenzy and I love it! I'm soooooooo happy right now!

Thursday, February 15, 2007

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

Tuesday, February 13, 2007

Monday, February 12, 2007

Saturday, February 10, 2007

To HELL With Spammers!

You know I really hate it when I check my blogs for comments and I see them and then I find out it's just another bot or a person posting ads that I'm not interested in. Every time I think it just might be some one who has something to say about the post or what happened during my day and then I find out it's a load fucking spam is very disappointing.

I hope you freaking spammers get the
message on this post and the comments
I made after I deleted your "comments"
and don't post anything that isn't relevent
to what the post on the blog is about.

If you still don't get I hope you rot in hell and some how
( if that's even possible ) learn to stop because you're pissing
people ( who aren't interested in what you have to say if it's not
about the post ) off. Go to hell!

Friday, February 09, 2007



Thursday, February 08, 2007

Anna Nicole Smith

Anna Nicole Smith

1967-2007 R.I.P

Wednesday, February 07, 2007


I got more scripts to show you. Here's one of them ( the rest will be posted over the next few days ). You can also see alot of them on my Live Journal as well. Enjoy them!

Tuesday, February 06, 2007


Just wanted to show you some of the scripts that I made. This one is called Telish. More soon. I can post one on top of the other and type the names and other info next to them for some reason. Any way more to come.

Monday, February 05, 2007


This is why I'm happy: I'm going out with Kerry on Friday and I didn't go to the clinic because it was soooooooooooooo freaking cold 9°C outside!!!!!!! =)

Sunday, February 04, 2007

Going To The Clinic Tomorrow

I'm not looking forward to it at all. It's not at the other clinic that I go too this is a different one. But I'm still not looking forward to it.

P.S A few hours ago Kerry called and she told me that she's taking me out on Friday! She's not sure on the day she's leaving. But it's in this month. And she also told me ( after I told her about it ) that she'll get the CD BoA No.1! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!

Saturday, February 03, 2007

Friday, February 02, 2007


HAPPY GROUND HOG DAY! Please go to to see how my day went. I'm very happy.

Thursday, February 01, 2007


Ok so I've been thinking when is my life going to be more interesting? I have no idea. I suppose if this dozy boring funk that I'm in and the fact that nothing interesting or eventful happened the only things that will be the exciting points of my life will be my b-day, camp, and x-mas. And I don't want that kind of thing to happen.

Even though that I will eventually be in a school ( and I hope it's one where everything goes well and that it'll be happy and peaceful like it was when I was at North Side Center ) I would like to know when I'll be ready to go to school and be around other people. It get's really "lonely" without that kind of thing. And then you have Kerry leaving for Germany ( still don't have a date ) until September and that means ( if I'm not in a school by summer ) what will I do?

I don't want to be stuck inside the house in the summer if by then we haven't found a school yet. I hate being a prisoner in my own house. Anyway that's what was on my mind. It feels kind of like a relief to get that off my chest and into words instead of feelings. Any way I'm going to go take a nap now.

Wednesday, January 31, 2007


I think as this is the last day of the month which went great for me I should let some boingys bring out the blast I had today. Don't ya think?

Tuesday, January 30, 2007


WARNING!: Don't take any of these seriously. I just posted them because I have nothing else to post.

WARNING!: This is going to come after you and steal your soul. Don't fall for it's cuteness. It's coming to get you tonight........

Monday, January 29, 2007


It's almost the end of the month! Time goes by too fast. And then February comes and Kerry leaves for Germany ( Still don't know the date ). I hope it's like in the middle of the month like in the 20's. I'll miss her alot because as of right now going out with her to go shopping and other stuff is the only thing I really have ( besides my b-day coming up ) to look forward to before I go to camp. Any way that's what I was thinking about.

The way how fast time goes scares the shit out of me sometimes. I hope that this year is a good one for me because so far it hasn't been really good.

Sunday, January 28, 2007

Elmo Loses it

I found this on you tube. It's soooooooooooo funny! I nearly died laughing!

Friday, January 26, 2007

Pretty Butterflies

I posted one of these on my other blog about insects. These are the ones that I didn't ( but I will eventually ) post. I have no idea what this one is. But due the white spots on the sides of the thorax it looks like a tropical "Monarch" ( or the Milkweed butterflies which include the Monarch, the Queen and Soldier butterflies ). Hopefully I'll find out what it is if it isn't an unknown species.

Thursday, January 25, 2007

BOE Continued

My day at the BOE was great!

Monday, January 22, 2007

Jack Pot!

I just found a really really cool site about Cicadas, leaf hoppers, and planthoppers. It's in chinese but you can browse it with out any trouble. Here it is

Thursday, January 18, 2007


I just got an email from one of my friends from camp a few minutes ago! It was so good to hear from her again. I haven't heard from her in a while because she was really really busy. Getting that email made my day. And my day was great over all.

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

The Talari Script

I made another script yesterday called Talari. I'm also going to begin working on the language and some "history" about the scripts ( yes there's more then one ) and what they are used for as well as the script used for everyday life. And check out my other blog ( not the one about insects ) to see what's been going on in the last few days.

Also my mom told me that on Saturday I'm going to go get my new IEP set up. So I'm looking forward to going out again and I hope that everything on that day goes well with no problems what so ever.