No Name

This post has no name for now. So any way, yesterday Kerry called and she told me that she's coming to take me out on Tuesday or Wednesday! I'm looking forward to seeing her again! I have alot to tell her. So that's pretty much it besides the fact that my mom gave me another gel pen today! :)

More Lovely Questions

Before I get started I just wanted to let you in on 2 things. One happy and one not. First the happy one. Kerry called today and she told me that we're going out next week! :) I'm looking forward to that. The second thing is my OCD has gotten really bad. So bad that I did a really horrible thing ( that I regret doing and am really sorry for twice )! I really don't know what to do any more. I feel like....I don't know.....it's really hard. Any way I just want to get the question thing over with:

You know what for get the lovely questions. The only question I really want to ask is, When will this all end?

More Events!

Today was suppose to be eventful due to the fact that Dolores was suppose to come today, but she couldn't so she's coming on Friday. See my other blog for more details.

Sooooooooo Wanting To....

I really don't know what to say or what to name this post. And I bet you're wondering about the rest of my diary entries, right? Well the rest of then will come when I stop suffering. I'm suffering because the weather is bad and I don't like TS ( See my other blog for more details ). They scare the crap out of me. Nothing happened yet. It's just raining. *Crosses fingers* I hope nothing does happen. Any way the rest of my diary entries from camp will come just be patient.

Questions

Here are some things you should know about before I post the questions, I'm very annoyed right now.

Questions:

1. Have you ever been stalked online?

Answer: Yes I have. I've been stalked online by Khang, a member of the ZBB. I think he needs to stop this RIGHT NOW, or some one will make him! I've also have started being stalked by another member of the ZBB who's nick name is Berek. Also I think he needs to stop following in the foot steps of Khang.

2. Are you a member of the wonderful ZBB?

Answer: Yes.

3. Why are you annoyed?

Answer: Because, of alot of things that's been going on in my life. Some of them almost so gruesome it would give you nightmares for 2 years! One of them is the fact that I just left the hospital not too long ago and I'm still pissed of about that. It was hell in there.

4. Have any good things happened to you over the last few days?

Answer: Yes. My mom gave me 2 gel pens yesterday, and she also told me that I can earn them everyday. ( I like pens alot and I like to collect them so for me this is like getting a block of gold every day. )

So those are just some of things I felt like posting in an interview kind of way. So in the mean time good day and good afternoon.

Leaving The Loony Bin!

For more details on the post go to my other blog. Thank you.

Leaving Again!

Well I'm leaving again. Sorry to say this though. I'm going to a hospital for my nerves ( they've been out of control ever since I went to the devil's lair ). I've been there before for almost over 2 months. They have other kids there too with other problems. I just thought *sighs* I never have to go there again. But the good news is that they have computers so I might be able to update my blogs there. I don't know how long I'll be there but I'm glad I'm getting help. In the mean time bye for now....

Diary Entry: 07-23-06

Dear Diary,

Today was awesome! My mom called today! Just like yesterday I saw alot of bugs:

Loads of cabbage white butterflies
2 tiger swallowtail butterflies
2 daddy long legs
2 crickets
1 bristle tail
1 orange butterfly ( Not sure what kind it was )
We also had a camp fire today. I ate alot of marshmallows! :) Also we went swimming for 2 hours! And last night we had a dance. Today we also had music and we were dancing like mad! Can't wait for tomorrow! I also got beads from arts and crafts! :)

Diary Entry: 07-22-06

Before I post another diary entry I want to say that I have been sleeping better then I have been. For those of who don't have a clue what I'm talking about I'll tell you. First of all I've been out of school for over 3 months now and that my mom took me out of school because I was having severe problems with almost all the kids in the school bothering me every single day. I've only have had a few good days in that hell hole. And I've only have a few friends from that place ( about 3-4 ). So you see how twisted the place is. Even the teachers are considered by me to be the work of Satin. And yes I also know that I've posted a few things about Satin on here and on my other blog. But that was only a joke ( except for the Arch Nemesis List ). The wonderfully constructed list which is hosted on my other blog contains the people that I hate or I think are the creation of Satin or evil. Note: The list will be updated again because I've made more enemies from camp ( believe it or not! ). I'm also thinking about making another list too, which will contain the most recent of Satin's angels that I've met and are from camp. 4 new people will be added to the list when I post the entry that speaks of one of my counselors that I had from camp including some of the former staff members. Any way let's get on with my diary entry shall we?

Dear Diary,

Today I saw alot of bugs!

2 daddy long legs
1 HUGE SPIDER! ( Fishing/Wolf Spider I think )
I managed to get a picture of it but it wasn't a good one. I also took a photo of a daddy long legs. Not too sure on what kind it was though. I'm hoping ( when I get home ) I can send it to www.bugguide.net for and ID on what species it is.

2-3 may flies
1 small gray weevil of some sort
4-5 millipedes
2 pairs of millipedes were making love! I told them to "GET A ROOM!"
1 ear wig ( at the pool
1 moth of some sort at night
Tons of mosquitoes ( And yes I got bitten )
1-2 chafer beetles
5-6 ants in the computer room!
2 stone flies
1 Dragon fly ( At pool )
I also saw 2 bats! I also learned some words in Arabic ( Egyptian ) today too! :)

Diary Entry: 07-21-06

Well here's another one of my diary entries from when I was at camp:

Dear Diary,

Today I caught a frog! I also saw alot of insects today. Here are some of them:

2 grasshoppers
2 chafer beetles
1 jumping spider
1 tussock moth
2 horse flies ( at pool )
1 frog!!! ( at flower bed near the pool )
We also went to the creek for outward bound today and I saw a Tiger Swallowtail butterfly! :) Also I almost ( with my bare hands ) caught it too! :) Also I found the frog in the flower bed near the pool, and it was HUGE! I wish my mom could see it. We went swimming today and there where horse flies EVERY WHERE! ( I had to keep ducking under water to avoid being bitten alive! ) it was crazy! Same thing with the mosquitoes too, every where, only they where out side the pool. Well gotta go for bed! NIGHT!

P.S Just a few minutes ago ( when I went outside on the porch to look at what kind of bugs were there ) I saw a stone fly and 2 June beetles outside on the porch.

Diary Entry: 07-20-06

Well just as I said I would here's the first one:

Dear Diary,

Today was awesome! Before I went to camp I saw a woolly bear caterpillar! :) Here are all the bugs I saw today:

1 woolly bear caterpillar
1 ichneumon wasp ( Female )
3 june beetles
2 snout moths
1 daddy long legs
1 cabbage white
3-4 may flies
1 leaf hopper
Lots of mosquitoes
1 Yellow Jacket wasp
1 baby spider
2 chafer beetles
1 ant
Lots of june beetles ( Japanese june beetles ) We also had a talent show tonight! And tomorrow is a whole new day with more bugs! :) And tomorrow is another entry! ( Photos of some of the bugs I saw will be posted as soon as I get them developed. )

Guess What?!.....I'M BACK!

Hello people! I'm back from my vacation! Did you guys miss me? Did you cry like an over grown baby?....( just joking! ) Any way I got home hours ago. And let me tell you I had some of the best days there at camp too. Also as I promised I will post the diary entries of my days at camp along with the photos I took of all the bugs and spiders I saw. Any way I can't start posting them now because it's 9:39pm right now and I'm so.....*yawns* damn tired, well not that tired! Well I have to get ready for bed now before I collapse on the floor! ( That won't happen trust me.... ) NIGHT SUCKERS! MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAA!