Another Month Gone

Time goes by too fast.....Goodbye September and thank you for all the great days you gave me! I'll never forget this one.....♥

Did you miss me?

.....Well did you? Any who I got my hair relaxed today and the past 3 days have been nothing but hell. And here's something that I dare you to try to read......

❀ ꀀꀝꁂꁌ ꄲꅔ꓂꓂ ꑥꑘꑄ꒺ꑼ ꎣꍌ!
❀ ꄬꄱꅎꅔ ꈯꇴꉩ ꊞ꒧.....>:)

Now like I said above try and read it.....*Evil Laughter*

Don't Know What To Put Here

Today I didn't go to my therapist because I wasn't feeling well. I'm going to see him on the 2nd of October so I'll have alot time to relax thankfully. I feel better now if you're wondering.

YAY! New Pens!

My mom gave me a pack of new Uni-ball pens! YAY and they're so pretty. She has more of different brands that I had picked out sometime ago from a Staples Magazine and I'll get more.....mwahahaha! XD I know I'm spoiled.....and I love it! XD

Today was nice. I found another remix to "여자이니까" by K.I.S.S. and kicks ass! Also these are the colors that the gell pens that my mom gave me come in:

*Blue ( regular )

*Orange

*Green ( regular I think haven't tried them yet )

*Pink

*Purple

*Red

*Blue Black ( This one is one of my favorites. I know because I had another one that was seperate and it ran out of ink not too long ago )

*Black

Also tomorrow I'm going to see my therapist and I'm hoping that no problems arouse before I get there like they did the last time because I don't want to go there all upset and everything. I also got an email from Moet! Wheeeeeeee! She added me to her Myspace and I did the same.

Thank God for this day and the fact that she finally got the internet hooked up! lol

Awesome Day

Today was awesome! I went to the library with Moet again and I re-newed my Drangonflies of The World book because I hadn't finished reading it yet and I checked out a new one too. I also got more goodies too:

*A huge bag of Doritos ( I haven't had them in eons! )

*A bunch of bouncy balls from a vending machine

*Moet told me that she might have a Halloween party! I hope so because I can't wait to finally have some fun and go Trick- O - Treating. Yes!

So I have that to look forward too. Also I wound up in an argument later on at night with mom. It drove us both crazy but I'm glad we made up and I hope that it doesn't repeat itself because it was crazy!

Another Monarch!

I saw another monarch outside the clinic after a morning of hell. Thank you god for letting me see it! I went to my therapist and told him about what the meds are doing to me and I'm happy to report that.....I'M NOT TAKING THEM ANY MORE! YAAAAAAAAY!

एविल मेडीसिन

मय न्यू मेड्स ठाट मय थेरापिस्ट गावे मे अरे फ्रॉम थे डेविल हिम्सेल्फ़ बेकाउसे थे गावे मे ४ शोर्ट बुत स्कार्य द्रेंस इन वन निघ्त! ऎंड इन एअच वन ई स्क्रेअमेद आउट लौद। ई'म गोइंग तो सी हिम अत अरौंद ३:०० इन थे अफ्तेर्नूं टुमॉरो ऎंड ई'म गोइंग तो तेल हिम वहत थे'वे बीन डींग तो मे।

अल्सो थे'वे बीन मकिंग मे इत्च सो मय मॉम काम उप विथ थे ठोर्य ठाट ई'म अल्लेर्गिक तो थेम! O_O

OMG!

Today I found out somethings from my therapist that totally shocked me to death. I won't mention on here though because it's personal but I just hope that there's some thing to stop this thing that I can't mention. And no it's not my OCD it's something else.

Just the prospect of it is frightning! O_O

Busy Busy Busy

Tomorrow I'm going to see my therapist again and I'm looking forward to it. Like I did the last time I went only thing back then I was anxious. Now I'm not. :) Yesterday I started my new meds and I feel kinda weird because my body's not used to it yet.

But I'm glad that I get to go out and see him. Plus I get to leave the house again! Yippee!

लेट थिस एंड प्लेस!

ई वेंट थ्रौघ अनोठेर लोड ऑफ शीत टुडे बेकौसे तस हप्पेनेद एंड आईटी वास हेल एंड आईटी द्रैनेद मी कोम्प्लेतेली प्लुस आईटी मदे मी फील दिफ्फेरेंट ( नोट इन अ गूढ़ वे थौघ ) एंड ई दोन'टी क्नोव य। प्लुस just अ मोम माय इ हद अनोठेर थिंग विथ माय मोम

కిల్ల్......ముస్ట్ .....కిల్ల్....

......ముస్ట్....కిల్ల్....తెం.....ఫర్....బేఇంగ్ రిఘ్ట్.......

యు క్నౌ ఐ తే ఇట్ వెన్ థెయ్'రే రిఘ్ట్ అబౌట్ ఫుచ్కింగ్ త్స్ విత్ అ పస్సిఒన్. ఐ వాంట్ తెం డెడ్. ఆల్ ఆప్ తెం.....

కిల్లింగ్ స్ప్రీ!

అచ్కర్దింగ్ తో ది వేఅతేర్ మెన్ ( ఫుక్ తెం! ) ఐ మిఘ్ట్ హవె తో గో ఆన్ అ కిల్లింగ్ స్ప్రీ తోమోర్రౌ మార్నింగ్. ఐ హోపే ఐ వన్'త హవె తూ......

God Bless The Monarchs!

Do you see this? Do you see this?! This is what I saw today when I went out with Moet! I got to hold it too! My day was awesome. We went to the library and the 99¢ store and I got more glass beads and marbles or what ever you call them. And you can read the rest here. I had a blast and I'll treasure that moment when I saw the Monarch forever. Wish I had a camera because I got soooo close to it I could've kissed it! And it was "friendly" if you know what I mean. It wasn't skittish or anything. When it was flying it was so graceful to watch it. And the fact that I got to hold it was even more amazing. I was actually crying! I mean I've tons of monarchs at camp and they never made me feel the way I did today and I never really got that close to one either. This is something I'll never forget. That monarch was an angel.....literally. εĭз

Not Again!

वेल्ल टुडे वास सोर्ट ऑफ़ लिके येस्तेर्दय बुत इत वास नॉट अस बद। ई रेअल्ल्य डॉन'त उन्देर्स्तंद वि ई हवे तो गो थ्रौघ सोमेथिंग लिके थिस २ देस इन अ रोव ( थे फर्स्ट वन बीइंग थे वोर्स्त ऎंड थे सेकोन्द बीइंग नॉट अस बद )। बुत इन मय ओपिनिओं ई थिंक ठाट बोथ वेरे बद ऎंड ठाट ई वासन'त सुप्पोसेद तो गो थ्रौघ एनी ऑफ़ थिस शीत!

ई हटे मय लाइफ ऎंड ई विष ठाट ई दिदं'त हवे एनी ऑफ़ ठेस प्रोब्लेम्स ऎंड ठाट ई वास नॉर्मल ऎंड हैप्पी लिके थे एवरेज किड। :(

Hectic Day

ई क्नेव ठाट सूनेर ओर लेटर वन ऑफ़ ठेस टाईप ऑफ़ देस वौल्ड कॉम ऎंड इत काम टुडे. इत वास अव्फुल. ई विष ठाट इत नेवर हप्पेनेद.

२:३०प्म्: ई काम आउट ऑफ़ बेद ( ई वास स्लीपिंग दुह! ) ऎंड ई वांटेड तो गेट सोमेथिंग तो ड्रिंक सो ई अस्केद मय मॉम इफ ई कोउल्ड ऎंड शे सैद येस ऎंड ई वेंत ओं थे कंप्यूटर व्हिले ई वास वेटिंग फ़ॉर हेर तो फिनिश. ई वास इन थे प्रोसेस ऑफ़ रेप्ल्यिंग तो वन ऑफ़ मय एमैल्स व्हें शे तुर्न्स ओं थे टीवी ऎंड कन्तिनुएस वात्चिंग वहत शे हद बीन वात्चिंग इन थे कित्चें.

सो ई वास तेरे फ़ॉर अ बीत ऎंड थें ई थौघ्त तस हद हप्पेनेद इन थे मूवी शे वास वात्चिंग बेकाउसे तेरे वास थिस कोन्स्तंत फ्लाशिंग ऑफ़ ब्लू लाइट ( अस अल्वाय्स इन मोविएस थे ओद थिंग्स ) ऎंड अ नोइसे ठाट सौन्देद अलोत लिके तस सो नातुराल्ल्य ई फ्रेअकेद आउट ऎंड मय मॉम कपट सयिंग ठाट इत वासन'त तस ठाट इत वास तो दो विथ थे मूवी ( व्हिच वास अबाउट सोमेथिंग फ्रॉम ओउतेर स्पस ) ऎंड ई सैद "ओउतेर स्पस मय अस! " ( ई वास इन थे कित्चें थें ).

ऎंड थें कोमेस थे उसुअल येल्लिंग ऎंड स्क्रेअमिंग ऎंड मे वान्तिंग तो दिए. बॉय ठाट वास सूऊऊऊओ मुच फुं! सो इत वेंत ओं फ़ॉर अ बीत ऎंड थें आफ्टर सोमे टिम ई वेंत तो मय मॉम ( शे वास इन हेर रूम ) ऎंड वी तल्केद ऎंड "मदे उप" बुत ई स्टील फेल्ट स्त्रंगे. ई फेल्ट अपसेट अत थे फक्त ठाट बेकाउसे ऑफ़ मय प्रोब्लेम्स ई'म मकिंग मय मॉम अपसेट.

ऎंड ठाट'एस वहत मेक्स एवेर्य्थिंग वोरसे फ़ॉर मे बेकाउसे व्हें ठेस त्य्पेस ऑफ़ थिंग्स हप्पें मय मॉम ऎंड ई अल्वाय्स गेट इन्तो सोमे कंद ऑफ़ अर्गुमेंत. इत द्रिवेस मे इंसाने लितेराल्ल्य स्पेअकिंग.

इन थे एवेनिंग: इत वास अरौंद ९:०० - १०:००प्म् व्हें थे सेकोन्द प्रॉब्लम अरोसे. ई'म नॉट गोइंग तो गो इन्तो देतैल्स बुत वी'वे ( मय मॉम ऎंड ई ) कॉम तो थे कन्क्लुसिओं ठाट मय हेअरिंग हस गोने उप अगिन!..... ऎंड अगिन क्नोविंग ठाट थे कैन'त दो अन्य्थिंग तो फ़िक्ष् इत मेक्स मे फील ऎंड मेक्स थे सितुअशन एवें वोरसे......ई वान्ना दिए......

Time Goes By Too Fast

Can you believe that another month has gone and another one has started? I can't. Today was nice. I also had one of the longest AIM conversations to date today. It lasted over an hour! O_O I know!