Now I really think that this is the work of the Devil because this is the second time something like this happened. I was like I was in the hospital all over again with the stupid noisy fucking babies. Only this time I was inside my house and I could hear this freaking kid screaming. And I flipped out again! I threw a chair that was in the living room and I wound up wanting to kill myself again! I can't take being like this much longer...... I really can't.